taking a break from history...
guess i never realised how dead i really am until today. and my brain has like deteriorated. it is now impossible to memorize chunks of stuff. i have no choice but to forgo the whole of globalisation now! argh...if the origins question is freaking hard tmr, i'm dead lah. like totally. as for sea hist, all i can remember is siem reap and battambang. hahaha although i have no idea whats up with them. oh no...OH NOO...=[
yesterday could have been a mugging day but just wasnt in the mood...hung arnd by myself then met him... sigh. aiyah. dunno lah. feel kinda lousy.
then went to meet charmain and watched the sea junior womens volleyball finals. yongen was there too. spirits picked up somewhat when charmain and i were just oohing and aahing over the thai vballers and laughing at xiangting hahahaa. not in a mean way though. =] didnt know she made it into the national team...damn zai. she even got best server. melissa was libero...received a few really impressive spikes by the thais. oooh i like the thai number 4...quite cute. number 2 also. =] xiuyi played too...but she played si-hao. and then there were the boonlay twins. and peicai hamster haha. owells i think the setter wasnt very good...the thai setter was damn shen. but anyway xiangting really became quite girl already...no more sweatband arnd her forehead with floppy fringe and "sei" look. look out for her in the newspapers today...heh. and the thais' shortball was like PHWOARRRR...dammit if only i can be like that too. bleahh
found something today...nicenice. reminded me of old stuff. kaiting--> think, "black hole". hahahhaa. no lah but its harder for me to slip now and be engulfed by it. cos if the -world- can affect me so much that i dont feel like studying now, i guess i'm starting to be more appreciative or sth yeah. but then again, anything can affect me into not feeling like studying hahaha. owells. reversal of roles. i dont like.
actually theres more i wanna say but its kinda hard to say it in a way that is not too obvious. arghhhhhhhhh wheres my kaitingggggggggggg she dowan to talk to me now. she actually chooses chem over me! whats this! =[
not a happy day today. no kaiting. no him. just me and stalin, johnson, kennedy, eisenhower, kimilsung, tarling, geirlundestad, mao, truman, kennan...all of whom are gonna abandon me in my time of need tmr. =[
dammit. i hate this.
..posted at 2:50 PM
Thursday, June 24, 2004
yuanzai:do you know, if you put john sloman under your pillow, you will be an econs shen
oooh, so now we know. the key to success in econs.
lets just hope he's cute. haha
..posted at 8:29 PM
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
econs is on the way to being understood by me!!! thanks to mr cher weiming. =] ooh i've got only a few more days to common tests. sea hist is still only halfway done!!! intl hist is yet to be remembered! ahh but i'll do that the day before. my fervour for studying is kinda starting to die off. blearghs. hmm had not too bad a training today...maybe cos the weather was quite good. not blazing hot. =] and i guess it helps to be a little mad during training so as not to feel sianified. but it wastes a lotta energy and after awhile it leaves you exhausted and more sian than before. kinda like drugs. heh. whatever.
i am fat, slack and dumb according to kaiting. =[
and i am a corpse too, according to him.
whats this!!!
too much.
grrsh.
but today's still a happy day. =]
happy quarter of a year to me and him. hahahaa.
..posted at 10:22 PM
Monday, June 21, 2004
yesterday. was slacking around at home when ben called, so i went down to hollandv to meet him and study. note to people- do not order tazo tea when you go to starbucks. its coloured water. and ben was dumb enough to do that haha. he bought me caramel frapp too...=] yup then after awhile we got a little bored of studying and decided to msg zhe to see if he was coming to meet me but he didnt reply both me and ben, so ben decided to call him and go "moshi moshi!" hahaha but apparently he was sleeping and was rather upset to be woken up so he just went "sorry wrong number". owells. ben bought another strawberries and cream thing which was wayyy sweet and we left starbucks and decided to take a study break. so we walked arnd hollandv. and i saw a freaking cute giraffe!!! haha AND a purple hippo! which ben refused to buy for me but its sooooooo cute dammit. and a little excerpt from our conversation...
me: ben, do you know what a REAL guy would do?
ben: what?
me: carry my bag.
and he took it from me. so now we all know that ben is A Real Guy. hooray hahaa.
so anyway, we walked arnd and i bought some gummies for zhe and decided to go leave it at his house cos we had one hour to kill before com service. took a bus down sixth avenue and missed the stop and we didnt wanna walk all the way to the bridge and over it, so took a cab to balmoral. the security guard wasnt the one i know so asked ben to msg him and tell him to go collect it from the guard. ben msged and said that xingzhe had won a prize from kenzo and was called to receive it (the "moshi moshi" stunt) but since he didnt answer, the kenzo company had to leave it with the guard. and that silly boy actually believed it and asked his mum to go collect it hahahaa. aww. so anyway, we were gonna be late for com service and we went to take a bus from balmoral, and ben said ALL the buses were takeable but surprise surprise, he's wrong. 960 does NOT go to sixth avenue. it turned to sji and we had to cross the bridge to take 156 back to ulu pandan. on the way, i called janahan and apparently there wasnt com service for who knows why, so we dropped at sixth avenue and took a bus to hollandv for dinner at thai express. wasted a lotta money on bus fare but ben paid for most of mine. =] and he walked me home too. ben is my Real Guy. haha
had a REALLY weird dream last night. like...REALLY REALLY weird. ahh but it was rather nice too hahahahaa. argh i'm so horrible. but...hehe. =]
whoopsie...gotta hustle down for training nownownow...
you put your right hand in, you put your right hand out
you put your right hand in, and you shake it all about
..posted at 7:59 AM
Friday, June 18, 2004
went for com service briefing and studied with janahan and tim yesterday... and janahan rocks!!! hahaa after some consultation with him over tarling, i have finally got some idea abt sea history. and now i understand like, 3/4 of what i've read so far. AND the way to answer the stupid history essays. after all, he's the only one who got A for the stupid intl hist essay while i got D+ for disgusting dumb disorganized depressing dung. blearghs.
i love janahan! haha. =]
..posted at 11:59 AM
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
argh...had a hard time sleeping last night with my raging sore throat...stuffed my face with zhe's dequadlin lozenges thing and its better now. =] though theres this slight prickling feeling which is reaaally irritating but ah wells. went for chalet on monday and yesterday though didnt stay over...on mon, edwin picked us up and drove to pasir ris mrt where the rest of the team dumped their stuff in the car and they took bus to the chalet...me, kt, sarah and bojing unloaded EVERYTHING and brought them to the room. gosh we looked like total idiots...bogged down by so much stuff. and i had to carry an enormous watermelon among other things and i was like using ONE finger to carry it lah waddehell. pain pain...haha. first day was really fun though i had to leave early...lotsa screaming and such as we played the worlds stupidest games. then yesterday, i got lucky again cos i didnt have to make my own way to pasir ris. weiming picked me up haha. with yongen. yupyup. when i arrived, everyone was still like lazing arnd in bed...then edwin arrived too and we played a ferocious game of heart attack haha. which resulted in me getting hit DAMN badly by him! wahlau! whats this! not gentlemanly at all blearghs. and my hand got like, red fingermarks! cos of the impact. he's horrible. then we played some treasure hunt thing to make our seniors find their farewell present...rather funny watching them do charlie chaplin around the reception area haha. after awhile me, kt and yq were zonked so we went for a short nap on this REALLY hard mattress. then we went back to the living room where i lazed arnd on kt's lap hahahahaa. ok thats quite gay but nvm. she's my darling haha. then started the bbq where i ate so many marshmallows which explains my throat. and yongen just ate chicken. and more chicken. and even MORE chicken. haha owells. had tons of fun. =]
arghs. i miss mark.
..posted at 11:31 AM
Sunday, June 13, 2004
i wished for you on a falling star
wondering where you are
do I ever cross your mind
in the warm sunshine
hmm.
..posted at 11:36 PM
Saturday, June 12, 2004
hmm. yesterday. had a really really hot training where we played games with the guys... quite fun but after awhile the sun really gets to you. i'm like, chaotah. and clinton was wayyy cute hahaha. watching him play vball just makes me and kt feel like pinching his cheeks and squeezing him. =] but anyway. after that rushed to jurongeast with yq to buy some stuff and rushed back to sch for pw meeting...met tim with his blue/yellow streaked hair which looked bad. sad to see that he hasnt quit his brokenwristed ways. owells. walked home in the hothothothot sun with marns/tim/janahan/hadri/hakeem and we baked bettycrocker fudgebrownie. luckily marns and hadri were there to crack the eggs for me hahaa. did it quite well too! future cooks...hahaha. then we watched some crap shows on tv like hi5 and barney (ew) then we played pokemon monopoly. which rocks lah k. i mean, the whole -roll double and you get to use your pokemon power- thing was damn fun lah! hahahaha. i was like collecting money like crazy from everyone cos i kept rolling double 3 so i could use some leech seed thingie which allowed me to get 50bucks from everyone. but after that i kinda died cos stupid tim kept building is empire on one whole street with pokemarts and stuff and just basically gobbling up all our money till poor marns almost went bankrupt. and hadri went mad trying to roll a double 1 so that he can do the teleport thingie. oh yes, he was mew2, the most powerful according to him hahahaa. gosh. and luckily, janahan was such a great economist that he foresaw tim's decline in power due to his overexpenditures. so in the end, tim was the loser cos he had to mortgage or sell everything to pay! hahaha! had damn a lotta fun...=]
today. went to town for dimsum lunch with parents then went to watch dexuan dance outside wisma. it was a sight to behold hahahaa. then hung arnd with xz. yups. =]
i am losing the vietnam war!!! really tremendous losses...86 million men dead, 75 aircrafts bombed, 92 ships sank...and the list goes on. maybe I'M gonna be the first president to lose a war. blearghss.
..posted at 10:04 PM
Thursday, June 10, 2004
i have failed to conquer the vietnam war. =[
and now, my head is like spinning with dumb quotes and phrases from stupid historians and dumb presidents stating moronic things like "i'm not gonna be the first president to lose a war" sheeeeeeeeeeesh. do i even care. bleargh. not to mention dumb stunts pulled by the americans in stuff like "ouch" warfare or whatever. and my readings seem to be covered in pink highlighter which for once in my life i've decided to colourcode and pink is supposed to represent usa haha. but my efforts are in vain cos everything in vietnam war is on the usa anyway! i dont see no mention of the ussr. or maybe i havent gotten there. or i didnt read. or whatever. and after reading like, two stacks of the whole vietnam war stack, i got quite confused and thought the diem guy was the president of n.vietnam and the thieu guy was the president of s.vietnam but surprise surprise! they are both presidents of s.vietnam just that one of them died first. i think. and ho chi minh was the leader of n.vietnam. sheesh! well anyway, i've decided to end international history at vietnam war. arab-israeli can just go and die. they wouldnt give one whole question on arab-israeli right? right right right??? heh. and sea hist is just...doomed. yeah doomed. i still dont know whos chulalonkorn or mongkut but one's the siam guy right? or issit both. hrms. i need tuition from nicholas tarling! grrsh. owells.
argh history is killing me.
ps. ooooh i'm a mugger i'm a muggerrrr. hahaa.
..posted at 10:28 PM
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
uni is bored.
veryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryvery.
=[
..posted at 2:44 PM
Sunday, June 06, 2004
harry potter tmr!!! with my rgsvballteam...=] can't wait can't wait! gonna be so fun! hahaha. argh i miss the team...as a team. i miss playing with all of them. all the spikers being so "spoilt" by han when we dont need to do a single thing and just prepare to spike while she runs abt like mad trying to set the ball...though it could be just like, two steps away from us. heh. having total confidence in all the players. watching yq spike the ball so blardy straight...junmin doing her ballet-like moves...screaming at kaiting in horror whenever she prepares to do a "hook"...watching yvette run arnd the court so fast in a blur...knowing that we can rely on yvonne...and watching sarah climb up poles like the hongkong monkey she is. haha. then theres the nontraining moments when we sit arnd playing cards, mahjong (though i dont), sneaking red wine from coachchunkie's fridge, truth or dare, and so many other really spastic games. argh shucks i really really miss the team...was like, my life hahahaa. owells. and tmr, we're so gonna hafta catch up man! ahem ahems...muahaha.
went to meet chuin/tiff/iris yesterday...chuin's birthday.
chuin-dunno why you didnt seem that elated but i hope you get all happy and crazy again...but that does NOT mean you can call me "unibaboonie of the baboonie tribe!" haha. and that goes for the rest of you out there. grrsh...love you chuin! =]
joel-imissyou!!! =[
and now, uni's finally back to normal. studying shall resume! i hope. =]
..posted at 10:02 PM
Friday, June 04, 2004
ha came online after all...even though somebody was telling me not to and go sleep instead. owells nvm. had to come online to send hist essay to tiff anyway. and feel quite sick. ok not really sicksick as in, sick. haha. more like, i dunno...something wrong with my stomach. had a nicenice dinner treat just now and i think i ate too much. after not eating for so many days, guess this sudden influx of food just killed it. not to mention disgusting bitter FAT green vegetable stalks which were dumped unceremoniously on my plate to force me to eat. grrsh. nevertheless, i had fun. somewhat lah. considering recent events and mood. bleargh.
-ahems. thanks for dinner...=]
anna-dr love! haha. aiyah. we'll see how things go.
kaiting/yuqing-girl power aye! hahaha. thanks for listening to me rant/whine/go mad...and for trying to help. and not sending me to woodbridge when i began drawing pictures of dracula bats, dementors, murder scenes, tombstones and the like. and just being there. love ya...=]
and now. i shall attempt to go sleep. 2 days of arnd 4hours sleep may have conditioned my body to stay awake though. and my stomach still hurts. i hate life. =[
..posted at 10:08 PM
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
ladidums. a girl from my first pschool (ijkatong) found me on friendster...unfortunately, i dont seem to remember her. however! i remember someone who wrote a testimonial for her! wahh cool. can catch up on stuff. that person was one of my good friends in p1/2/3...=] and i still keep her letters that she sent when i first transferred over to nanyang...see i'm how sentimental. haha.
went to study with kaiting today. see i'm keeping to my plan!!! i'm super impressed with myself lah wahlau. hahaha. halfway thru origins of the cold war...argh theres still the rest of it plus globalisation. waddehell. not to mention sea hist. history's gonna take up my entire june hols. blearghs. but at least my notes look pretty. hahaha.
couldnt run today though. raining. somemore i think i screwed my ankle abit yesterday while running. argh.
someone's coming back on the 4th. and he owes me shangrila lunch/dinner!!!!!!! he better come through with it mannn...ahems i can blackmail!!! hahahahahha!!! you know who you are. -grins-
eurghs. uni doesnt like feeling so unsettled over certain stuff. all her fault lah. get herself into this whole thing. sometimes, maybe its nice to be like free from such entanglements. but i guess each has its pros and cons yeah. and now i'm feeling the con side of it. dammit.
friday. a day for faking. in more ways than one. bleah
to that someone who i mentioned above-its easier to talk to you when you're there instead of here cos you're a different status. whats more i dont hafta see your idiotic face haha. justkidding. =] but please dont talk face-to-face abt all those things i told you. can't change anything yeah. sorry for forgetting to put your face in that photocollage thingie haha. oh, and goodluck with _____. hahaha. =]
some idiots. deserve to be stabbed. too bad i love them. grrsh.
