sleepy.
weiming's probably in the states already... hope he's feeling better now... happier... hmm. miss him...
went to pizzahut for a fat lunch today after training. damnn full... had fun though. =]
then went back to school to study with charmain and jonny. did some math... had a short but nice talk with dx, who sent me home after that.
then went for a fat dinner. grr. i am getting faaaaaaat.
and i wanna stab someone.
die, looks like hadri's influencing me to have violent tendencies. haha.
hmm. i think i should look at stuff from a more surface point of view instead of infering and realizing the impact of inferences and making me all boggled. this is tiring stuff man. haha. and when i'm alone pondering over stuff, of anything, i'll start doing the stupid "however" thing! u know, like argument 1...then however...counterargument 1. then however...argument 2. however...counterargument 2. and so on. haha. going mad. must be the freaking promos!!! stupid pw!!! ahh!!! forgot to interview edwin today!!! bishbash.
and i still wanna stab someone. muahahahahhahahahahahaaaaaaa.
..posted at 10:45 PM
Thursday, August 26, 2004
the lil one and the big one...
i'm so gonna miss him.
..posted at 10:15 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
finished history!!!! hahahaha international history this time. wah damn tired. =[
well anyway. got called in to see the vp after all. not hodge. thankfully it was nothing. just assisting seniorstaffsergeant dominic in the investigations haha. he was saying that when he saw my name on the list he was like -___-. hahaha whoops. aiyah but alls well now. =] then went polyclinic for the spirometry test which i failed cos i couldnt make the 6 second criteria, whatever that was. supposed to see doctor again soon. i hate doctors. owells. then went to shop for stuff with jonny. a productive trip. =] hmm.
and some things still continue to haunt me.
..posted at 11:50 PM
Sunday, August 22, 2004
damn scared.
gonna get screwed by hodge tmr.
maybe parents too.
we are how freaking unluckyyyyyy. sigh.
and all i can do is sit here, attempt to do my stupid history and worry abt the blardy thing.
lets just hope he wont take it too seriously.
erghs.
had a nap just now and had a dream. nice dream. but impossible dream.
and then i woke up and suddenly really missed a certain idiot. would have told him first thing abt what happened, but now, obviously i can't. or even if i do, it'll probably be just like reporting, like "hey, do u know...."
and nothing else.
..posted at 4:46 PM
Saturday, August 21, 2004
tiring day.
too tired to elaborate on the day
some random musings.
i realised i'm the victim of many candid shots. -__-
jy's singing is quite pro. phwoarr. hotstuff babe haha.
jonny and the band. =]
my face is damn round.
complex numbers are really complex.
four words- me, moseslim, satay, tv. grrsh.
pple seem to have a natural instinct now to hold my hand when i cross the road.
somebody has supernice friends. i'm touched even for him. =]
i tend to break some of my rules with regard to someone. owells.
ngeching is a freaky mad cat. really. yes, she meows.
china doesnt seem to be able to overcome the crisis of communism without dengxiaoping.
thinking too much makes you feel crappy. dont think. nike.
i like poifull jellybeans. =]
some things happen for a reason.
i dont know what i'm feeling abt 3 somebodys. but who cares. =]
i love kaiting.
tim is gay. but i like him that way. heh
i'm gonna sleep.
as zhicong says, sugar dreams. =]
..posted at 11:45 PM
Thursday, August 19, 2004
slacked around today.
haha.
had sushi buffet.
good food.
but so full.
trying to do prac crit now.
erm. trying. haha
i will not feel, i will not feel, until i have to.
..posted at 10:13 PM
Sunday, August 15, 2004
YAY I FINISHED MY SEA HIST ESSAY!!!!!!!!!
hahaa after like days of procrastinating and hours of typing. FINALLY. yes. not too wonderful an essay but at least IT'S DONE!!!! ok i'm going mad haha.
anyway.
woke up at 730 today to go running with max who came over at 830. we ran down sixth avenue, pass guthrie, turned into bukit timah, down the whole of bukit timah, and turned into stevens road, till we reached ardmore park. that makes it around 7.73km!! my gosh. took about one hour 10 min. haha and we slacked for some parts. ok fine, i slacked. he paced me. haha. he was like running with his backpack with all our stuff in it and he looked quite spas haha cos we wanted to go for swensens after the run, and can't go in all sweaty and gross, so decided to go bathe at the ardmore park clubhouse, and then make our way down to swensens at ps. hmm i had to give him his long overdue treat where we made a bet and i lost. stupidboy make me treat him at swensens. ex leh!!! wanted to give him ghim moh treat haha. so currently i'm damn broke. owells. haha we played with our toplessfive icecreams and this is what we came up with man. inspired by leslie's creation yesterday...hmm...
my creation
max's. haha but all he did was the stupid mouth. i did the eyebrows! and the eyes. hehe
yesyes we were bored and playing with our food but its funnnnnnnnnn haha.
then after that went to meet weiming and jonny who were having lunch at ps, and then cabbed home for piano lesson. after that, collapsed on my bed. then wasted time tracing the route we ran this morning before starting on my essay. WHICH I FINISHED. haha i'm going a bit bonkers.
max and i actually bet on the distance we ran. i said less than 7km, he said more. and well now we all know who won...bleah. BUT max is nice, max is kind, max says no need to follow up on the bet haha. so yay! =]
dead tired. ifg tmr. ladidumsss....=]
..posted at 11:49 PM
Saturday, August 14, 2004
no training today... cos we had weiming's surprise farewell party! haha. sadly, only me and kt from the girls team turned up. but yah guess its cos only both of us are closer to him, and the j2 girls had something on in the morning. yup and 14 j1 guys were supposed to be there too but dunno why only clinton and jiawei arrived on time. followed by leslie and richmond and changtat later. but anyway. the j2 guys were already in the house since last night and they let us in at 8plus. then we hid in weiming's room and surprised him when he came in hahaha. but it was quite a flop though cos we werent in position when he came in! grrsh but nvm. he was quite touched i think. i hope. haha. yah then took manymany boliao pictures and then trooped off to hollandv for katong laksa! and then after that went for that swensens topless five promotion thingie. =]
sigh i'm gonna miss mr cher weiming soooooooo much. he's like my econs crashcourse teacher, senior, advisor, gossping partner, friend. him with his absolutely disgusting hair. haha. always buying me ice cream and chocolate to cheer me up or bribe me. ahh really gonna miss this bigbigbrother. =[
..posted at 10:33 PM
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
didnt run today. hahaha. woke up late lahhs was damn zonked. then went to sch for pw meeting... watched the cheerleaders after that. arts fac quite cute. joel is damnnnn cute. =] clinton, hakeem and i were very helpful people today...we helped the arts fac cheerleaders play their music. =] yup then the med fac pple were cheering at spex gal too so we got to watch them...and they were damnnnn pro. owells. professionally choreographed. but my gosh. they're super pro. like a notch above the rest. and they're so typical medfac too...like damn on. then we got quite bored and went off to concourse to watch cps cheerleaders. helped them with their music too! we deserve to be commended tmr. haha we are the cheerleader helpers k. dont playplay haha. some cca points would be good too. muahaha. yup anyway the cps cheerleading was quite stuntish... quite nice too lah. and then we decided to go watch engine too. not bad lah. but seriously med fac is damn obviously extremely pro. owells. gonna be quite fun watching cheerleading tmr though. =]
then went to macs to have a late lunch and slacked arnd and crapped with clinton and hakeem. relaxing day. BUT i still have sea hist essay and othello essay to do now!!!!!! oh no. so dead.
hmm or should i even do it? hehehehehheeeee.
hmm keith wong's our new othello teacher. havent been to a single one of his classes though. and apparently joash introduced himself as uni, so my attendance has been accounted for hahaha. and clinton's joash. and joel and geoffrey exchanged identities. and hadri's called nur. hahahahhaa. quite screwed up. but how typical of our class. =]
been jaychou-ing a lot these days.
things are quite peachy with him now too.
having fun with all my friends around me.
happyhappy. =]
..posted at 9:06 PM
Monday, August 09, 2004
ran again this morning! oh gosh i'm becoming a running freak haha. but this time not very far lah... down to guthrie. met jonny there and we went to visit weiming. called him ten million times and rang his doorbell like mad but no answer...=[ when he finally picked up his stupid phone, we find out that he's playing tennis at the club! grrsh. yup so went to venezia at guthrie for gelato. =] hmm then walked back home... wanted to walk the straightforward, direct, no-nonsense way back by going up sixth avenue but jonny here decided that we should walk the bukit timah way. walked and walked and reached old holland road and then walked somemore and found ourselves at some ulu place with plenty of big big houses that are freaking nice. yah but i had no idea where we were hmm. then turned into greenleaf and walked till we reached maryland drive and walked somemore and found ourselves at the mainroad facing jelita. tadah! home. =] ergh damn damn tired lahh that was quite crappy spent like 1 hour plus walking home from guthrie waddehell. bathed, did a bit of silas marner journal, then went to town to meet kt and jonny again. walked around for some secret stuff haha and bought some nicenice stuff too. was dying on the busride home cos walked so much today. damnnnnn tired. jonny walked me home for the second time in the day haha and then i caught singapore idol. hmm it was rather amusing haha. gosh the lemon tree guy! no idea waddehell he think he doing ahh. and that guy who sang like at the volume of an ant. grrrsh aaronthng wasnt featured!!!! hopefully on the next episodes lah huh. yup...and i'm currently trying to finish my gp. irritating. finished the compre (somewhat, at least) and now left apq, plus the stupid extra apq exercise. and i still have to do othello essay!!! how tupping irritating. bishbash.
..posted at 9:51 PM
Sunday, August 08, 2004
haha went running again today! in the morning. max came over, dumped his stuff at my place and we ran from my house to tanglin mall. not bad right. haha. felt like dying at first but after awhile i guess we kinda got used to it. hmm. then stopped at tanglin mall to have macs breakfast...ooh hotcakes. =] and walked back home from there. then he hung arnd here for awhile and went to meet leslie then went for cheerleading.
max the angel. ahems. haha. note the halo...=]
to passerby- hmm the song's by one of my ex-schoolmates. eugenia ong. she wrote it and composed it and sang it and yah, basically she's damn pro. =] and pls leave your name next time thanks. =]
..posted at 7:49 PM
Saturday, August 07, 2004
went running with jonny today before training...canal route. =] hmm running really makes you high..and makes you forget about everything... hmm. owells. we blasted jaychou from a cd player and trained along with the music... haha damn fun. needless to say, we were quite mad and high. =]
i have five thousand million essays to do for this national day break. what kinda holiday is this man. grrsh.
aiyah. i also dunno what to say now. suddenly had this damn weird feeling. about him. arghh. i dunnooooooooooo. sucks.
yuanzai: "i know you want to hui2 dao4 guo4 qu4, before fen1 lie4. then can jian3 dan1 ai4. then now he got mission, you scared it'll be his zui4 hou4 de4 zhan4 yi4. but you kai1 bu4 liao2 kou3. can only an1 jing4. give an4 hao4. your heart is like a long2 juan3 feng1...haiz. like a shi4 jie4 mo4 ri4..."
haha. call us jaychou crazy. hmm. erm what he says is crap btw. yah.
i feel like running now.
..posted at 10:17 PM
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
..posted at 10:02 PM
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
today, i ran.
and ran.
and ran and ran and ran. =]
and then
i got lost! hahahaha. ok. nvm i'm quite high now.
yup. but i'm gonna crash soon. hmm.
ben says: "xz is like a freaking a-bomb la...the radiation lives on."
hahaha. cool metaphor.
and how true.
..posted at 10:00 PM
Monday, August 02, 2004
left at around 1245. went to meet jonny who left even earlier haha. the idiot was stoning at macs all by his measly self. aww. haha. bused down to ps and had pastamania for lunch... treated by him. =] yah he owed me. then we went to watch ella enchanted.... quite a childish show... its a fairytale lah. but its a happy show....so... =] the prince was super sweet lahhh...sigh. hmm. owells.
came back to sch for oteam interview. it was really rather crappy. and i can't really stand the fact that the people interviewing us are the councillors and they're like so high and mighty during the interview and we're like little lowranking things. arent they supposed to like, serve us. haha. ok nvm. councillors pls dont come and flame my gb yup. so anyway i think i kinda screwed up my interview cos i was talking abt how i dont give a damn abt stuff i dont give a damn abt which is damn duh. hmm though they did laugh at my sick jokes. or rather, kaiting's sick jokes. muahaha.
plazasing...reminds me of a lotta things. sigh. every part of it. even the cab ride back to sch.
how nice if i can stop thinking about everything. like if my mind's a complete blank. then i wont have to worry about all the work, dont have to think about how to solve tricky trigo problems, no need to ponder over how to kill vyna/eching, or about other people, and wont be able to keep wondering about how he is now, wassup with him, nor miss him.
