conversation with ben.
but it's somethin' 'bout this girl's style that made me feel no regrets. says:
poonie
+-[ uni ]-+ says:
benji
but it's somethin' 'bout this girl's style that made me feel no regrets. says:
poonie baboonie of the jigajoonie
+-[ uni ]-+ says:
benjipenji of the jumanji
but it's somethin' 'bout this girl's style that made me feel no regrets. says:
HAHAHAHAHA
but it's somethin' 'bout this girl's style that made me feel no regrets. says:
: )
+-[ uni ]-+ says:
haha not bad right me
but it's somethin' 'bout this girl's style that made me feel no regrets. says:
OF CUS
but it's somethin' 'bout this girl's style that made me feel no regrets. says:
U ARE MY POONIE
but it's somethin' 'bout this girl's style that made me feel no regrets. says:
: )
+-[ uni ]-+ says:
oh sickkkk
but it's somethin' 'bout this girl's style that made me feel no regrets. says:
hahahhaa
but it's somethin' 'bout this girl's style that made me feel no regrets. says:
damn uuuu
+-[ uni ]-+ says:
haha
+-[ uni ]-+ says:
i love youuuu
but it's somethin' 'bout this girl's style that made me feel no regrets. says:
love u too
+-[ uni ]-+ says:
you're MY ben.
but it's somethin' 'bout this girl's style that made me feel no regrets. says:
no
+-[ uni ]-+ says:
nobody else's but MINEEEEE
but it's somethin' 'bout this girl's style that made me feel no regrets. says:
i love u more
but it's somethin' 'bout this girl's style that made me feel no regrets. says:
you're MY poonie
hahahahhahaaa.
around one week since my last post and tadah we are like only a few days away from promos and so pls understand our nuttiness. i am being damn stupidly confident of being able to study econs in 3 days and cram history by the time of the exam and not touch lit until the day before but who caressss. =] i can do it man. i think. heh. i hope. pls just make me dont fail anything and i'll be happy! yupyup so anywayyy everybody's taking their own illegal study leaves nowadays and needless to say, i am one of them haha. 1a01d today had a population of 5 people. thats like quite extreme but then again, its rather typical lahh. =]
received weiming's mail. made me smile.
i miss weiming. him just being there, and all his craziness and advice, his horrendous hair, the times we had at the beach, or just walking around the canteen talking.
i miss geri, havent been talking to her much this year...
so i miss marklim too. didnt talk to him either. the stupidboy is now so wrong. i miss the mark who tells me biblestories despite my impatience.
i miss psy and first three months... i miss joel in a way... quite crappy cos still see him everyday, but its different...hmm
i miss iris and audrey and huimin toooooooo. lets chocolatebuffet againnnnn. with bananaflambe for me!! (ahem tiff haha)
i miss fiona. had a nice long talk with her that day. our old silly sec2 days when we went to her ulu house and her horrible guys hahaha like zw! hahahahaa.
was just telling janahan that its damn hard to find time to go spend with everybody so as to not get like, distant and stuff... owells.
mmhmm and i miss xz too hehe. whoops.
ok whatever, you know this sorta feels dejavu-ish. like i've blogged abt this before. hahahaa but then right i can't help it righttt. stress from promos makes me mad lahh. but then again am i really stressed. here i am watching singaporeidol and not nuclear-arming nor nationalisming but whooo caresss hahahaa. and i'm like gonna watch mrs perry's performance on fri lah...as in the fri in the midst of promos! i'm crazy but yah whatever. OH and ahems i watched a documentary on stalin last night!!! HAHA. switching in between with ms teen usa. two extremes. but quite interesting lahh. =]
ok blogged long enough. ladidums... bleah.
oh and i like kevin's poems. =]
ps. if anyone calls me what ben calls me, you die!!!!!!!!!!!!!! a death worse than ECHING!!!! heh.
..posted at 8:16 PM
Sunday, September 19, 2004
ok this is sorta a delayed post but ECHING SUCKS!!!!!! to the core. grrrr. one freaking dollar for a freaking piece of paper with two freaking boring poems on it. haha yah but i'm not so ranty now as i was on friday. the sadistic scenes i put eching thru in my mind are gruesome. argh she was just pure irritating on friday lah... with her squashed up face with that really freaky smile and her squeaky voice and her fake accent and that punchable lilting tone. bishbash. vyna, eching and t-squared. the banes of my life. and the WORST is!!!!!!! the sucking up!!!!!!! to them!!!!! by them!!! ok i shall not get worked up now.
though i must add, i am truly amazed and horrified that sarah finds eching likeable. GROSS!!!
thats it for friday.
hmm oh but the afterschool friday was quite good. though i was feeling damn sickly and woozy and giddy and gastricy and all weird. spent most of the time with brendan. then he left and had a nice long chat with huimin and chuin. havent talked to huimin in a long time. nice to know wassup with her nowadays. nice to talk again, like the good old days. =] then had a crazy urge to go on the swings of henry park. so off i went! so fun and relaxing. i like. =]
oh yes please note that since i was sick that day, it was natural that i was feeling all grumpy and vicious, hence the intense hatred towards eching. normally i wouldnt have expressed my hatred in such a violent, m18 way where helicopter blades slice thru flesh and yada yada those who have read what i wrote should know what else. heh. =]
studied yesterday. a bit of econs. got distracted most of the time. hmm.
tried to study today. fell asleep and realised got pw and hw to do. but had to go out for dinner.
nothing much this weekend lahs.
oh yes timmy rocks my socks!!!!!!!!! =] =] =] =] =] !!!!!
glad to know that the world is not entirely made up of atrocities like the above mentioned. bleahh.
..posted at 11:27 PM
Thursday, September 16, 2004
>>ben, the two of us need look no more
we both found what we were looking for
with a friend to call my own
i'll never be alone
and you my friend will see
you've got a friend in me
ben, you're always running here and there
you feel you're not wanted anywhere
if you ever look behind
and don't like what you find
there's something you should know
you've got a place to go
i used to say, 'i' and 'me'
now its 'us', now its 'we'
ben, most people would turn you away
i don't listen to a word they say
they don't see you as i do
i wish they would try to
i'm sure they'd think again
if they had a friend like ben <<
haha happy birthday, my clandestine, my dearest mad ben!!! love you sooo much. =]
..posted at 7:35 PM
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
yesterday, went to town alone to try to do a little birthday shopping but failed, and ended up at kino looking at baby books again. damnnn cuteeee. after like some contemplation and hesitation, i decided i just can't resist buying a damnnn sweet little book. its the kind thats actually nicer for pple to buy you or for you to buy for pple, but i figured that since theres no one for me to buy for now and no one to buy for me, the only person i can buy for is myself and the only person i can receive from is, myself! and so myself is now happyhappy! =] then went to meet my cousin to interview her for pw. she's quite funny and crazy haha. yup... then at the bus stop on the way home had a scary encounter. hmms.
so anyway. today's dexuan's birthday!! and mark's and edwin's. =] didnt buy anything for anyone!! hahahaha. but i'm sure they all know that they rock my life. esp dx. =] nothing much today. just freaking tired. and sleepy. and reading silasmarner is just a sleep inducer. studied in canteen after school. motivation in front of me muahahahhaa.
oh yes, and dx got dunked into the fish pond by the softballers. aww.
dexuan- happyhappy birthday!! and yada yada you've been there for me all this while yada blahblahblah we've been thru so many ups and downs these 8 years my life wont be the same without you yes you can read my mind i'm sure so no need for further elaborations! =]
i'll love you forever
i'll like you for always
as long as i'm living
my baby you'll be.
hugs babe!! =]
..posted at 10:07 PM
Monday, September 13, 2004
hmm today's quite a happy day, though i was freaking tired with less than 4 hours of sleep, what with waking up 3 times with gastric and all. and last night being quite weird and unbalancing. but today i'm fine!! hmm as chuin aka ms sentimental says, friends are always the best. heh. so anyway, almost died during gp cos was falling asleep...damn stoned. then hist lect had fun doodling on joash's econs tys. =] then tricked hadri about my attachment to a certain mouse hahaha. that was damn amusing. he's too stupid. but in the end i told him the truth lahh. =] and oh yah, someone was in my direct view this morning! hehehehee. oooh. that just makes things a little brighter. hahaha ok i'm mad. that was just for fun. =] mmhmm then got bullied by bc. =[ he's an idiot lahh but he's small and insignificant. a puny whipster. bleahh. meanie. yup then after sch studied with max, janahan and brendan. =] did history and copied silas notes from anna. and then couldnt take it anymore cos those idiots were bullying me too! max and brendan were like trying to draw on my arms. -__- idiots. so i moved to another table and adzfar joined me. then got a lift home from jonny. =] oh and that stupid max shocked me with a pen! and i mean shocked as in, electric shocked!!! waddehell. damnn pain... grrsh. the pen's like battery operated and gives off electricity when you use it. and apparently theres a stapler too so when you staple sth with it, it electrocutes you. erghh the things guys do. heh. owells.
nownow lets make mugging the cool thing to do. hmm. blearghhh.
..posted at 9:34 PM
Sunday, September 12, 2004
photodump crashed on me so my blog looked bleak for awhile but now the pics are back! yay. havent blogged in awhile. been going to sch from morning till evening to study. but still not a lot done. just a bit here and there dammit. promos dieeeeee. yup. and i still have that freaking silas essay to do by tmr! howhowhow. plus econs essay. dont think i'll hand that in tmr though. maybe tuesday. cos of certain reasons. bishbashhh. irritating. grrsh.
rj seems muggeristic with everyone piling into the canteen even in holidays to study like crazy. but i kinda like it. heh. and its not thaaat muggerish cos after awhile pple go play games. =] everyone's like all prepared with coins to attack the vending machines, and bobbing in time to discmans, ipods and whatnot, and walking here and there to ask various pple how to do questions. haha like chuin said, its like a whole big family even though we dont really know each other. ahh ok all this sounds quite dumb but whatever. =]
if only school's always like that. when we can come in anytime, eat hotcakes and mug history, play games and gossip after awhile, then go back to studying till its all nice and dark.
wouldnt it be nice. =]
hmm went shopping with my mum today. had a nice talk with her. and got quite enlightened over the whole thing with him. guess i'm more sure of stuff now. but still. its saddening stuff. owells.
my big one's hershey bucket is with me now! heh. but without the hersheys. =[
..posted at 9:08 PM
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
hmmm. went to sch today to study with max. the idiot couldnt find me in the canteen. yup and dexuan didnt recognize me. what kinda 8-year friend is he!! haha. bishbash. yup and zhicong couldnt recognize me either. erghh. well i got some really mixed comments. janahan says its different. erm duhh. haha but he says its fine. ooh. heh. and chuin says its nice. and hadri. and erm, zhenwei (haha!). i bet zhenwei is just trying to make up for his misbehaviour! ahems. stupid unsociable actcool dao aloof cold creature. and jy says its big and fluffy. arghhhh. ok nvm i am gonna conquer the world with my big fluffy hair thats like wire! (according to my mum) haha. nvm as max says, ten million years is a relatively short time so it'll be a short wait before my hair is back to tieable. bleahh. yup so anyway, studied then had a nice talk with dexuan and then studied then went to play badminton then talked to charmain. =] quite a nice day. though max was being super distracted. and now he has nice colourful geog notes with a pretty earth. =] haha. stayed in sch till around 730 and max and i were stranded cos both our parents couldnt fetch us home at that time... and dx was leaving at 9 which was damn late so can't catch a ride with him either. so there we were, fretting abt how to get home. heh. stupid max decided to cab home and he refused to drop me at my house so i finally finally made up my mind to brave the dark perilous path home alone. so i marched out of sch and tadah, trailing behind me was maxlim who decided that he would be too guilty letting me walk home alone soooo we took a cab and he dropped me off. climbed the gate and i was quite scared of meeting police again. erghs. but luckily we didnt. =] and i was walking away from the cab cos i was so determined to walk home alone cos i'm a strong girl like hadri says muahaha. but stupid max scolded me and asked me to hurry get into the cab. so mean. =[ hahahhaa ok but anyway yah got home fast, safe and sound, no sweat.
hmm...was telling dx today. guys are trouble. but dexuan is not trouble, cos he's not a guy. he's a dexuan. =]
..posted at 12:18 AM
Sunday, September 05, 2004
today. had a haircut. damn short. and i'm kinda regretting it now. bleahhh.
met jonny. shopped around. watched raising helen. quite a nice show... though in the middle of it there was a fleeting memory. owells.
whenever i stop being all heck care, i realise that actually i'm really quite confused. hmmm.
and i dont look like me no more....=[
there's still a little bit of your song in my ear there's still a little bit of your words I long to hear you step a little closer to me so close that I can't see what's going on stones taught me to fly love, it taught me to lie life, it taught me to die so it's not hard to fall when you float like a cannonball
..posted at 1:13 AM
Thursday, September 02, 2004
hellohello i just finished stressing over stupid pw and now i've finally finished it but theres still silasmarner essay to do which i have no idea how to do, gp essay which i dont feel like doing, math test which i missed so must do as homework and econs test tmr to study for. JUST KILL ME NOW!!!! kabish. but joash has influenced me not to do either essay haha. i'll do gp tmr after school. grr whatever. why why whyyyy must we have so much work due on the last day of school!!! ergh.
anyway. went back to rgs with chuin and tiff on tuesday. went into sacred ground aka the staff room hahaa. first time going in there! and found mrs newby to give her some flower tiff bought. then after that went up to the old 408 classroom and we slacked around, gossiped...=] oh yeah rgs is damn funky lahh wahlau the teachers put up a rock performance and the school was like damn colourful in the house tshirts and people were just being damn on and fun. owells. i guess as we get older we tend to act cool more. haha. sad case. hmm.
after that went to meet iris, huimin, juelin, anna and sandhya in town. sandhya's how chio. i like. haha. and i miss iris! haha and yah even though i see my dear husband juelin everyday in school, i kinda miss just sitting there and laughing at her and seeing her "hairh" so vigorously over chiobus like michellewong hahahhaaa. eh jue dont do anything behind your wife's back ahh. heh. yup and there we were reminiscing old times and thinking back on our wedding day when we walked down the "aisle" in front of the whole sch on the last day of sch. =] sec sch days rock.
we went to watch 13 going on 30... nice show. the guy's damn sweet lahh. and juelin came up with this revelation that in order to get a good husband, we must find one who's fat, ugly and sweet now. so when he grows up he'll be like hunky and sweet. =] even though i dont really think the actor was that good looking but not bad lah. hmm. =]
studied yesterday at hollandv. i am becoming such a muggerrrr. but who cares. =]
so anyway, my break from work is over. i'm gonna have to do that stupid math test now. grr.