ok decided not to do the quarry tonight haha.
maybe tmr. anyway timmy gave me a few pointers so now i know what to write.
abit anyway. =]
haha just showed jose a pic of sid the sloth from ice age!! he's rather upset abt it now though. whoops...heh. but jose! you're cute!! just like it! hahahaa =]
and max is currently gushing over his baby hamsters. disgusting pink furless jellybean-ish lumps!!!
ahh ok, sorry, apparently they're two weeks old already so now they look more typically hamster-ish. just small. haha.
and max lim!!!!!!! i order you to go sleep now!!!! grrsh
the stupid boy wants to wait for smallville to finish downloading before he goes to sleep with a flu.
that should be quite soon yeah...in abt 39 hours.
-______-
..posted at 9:41 PM
bored so shall blog. =]
hmm actually i gotta do my quarry essay. and intl hist. and robert frost. and sea hist.
er...shall do quarry after this. dont really feel like doing robert frost lehhhh... howwww... hmm but will do intl hist. at least its better than robert frost. bleahh.
according to clara, in the quarry, the guy betrays the quarry and leaves her to die?! huh but then when i read it with kt, she says the guy goes off to fight??? argh.
but after reading a few times i decided maybe clara might be right.
haha after the whole vegetarian poem last year where i intepreted it as talking abt life, i dont really trust myself anymore.
anyway, as i'm up here mulling over the stupid ballad, which is actually quite nice just that i dunno what to write abt it, theres a potluck party going on downstairs!!! sigh. my life's sad lah.
mm but i really can't wait for the cny week man... may go beach on the coming weekend, then on mon, its friday timetable which means we end at 12!!! and we'll be skipping last period (econs) to go to the zoo!!!! for learning journey. =] ahh the zoo!!!!!!!!!! havent been there in eons. we're like little kids man. haha. think i last went there when i was in primary one. thats like, 11 years ago?! haha i like the animals. but not the sheep cos they stink. yeah and i remember putting peanuts into little plastic containers and throwing it to the monkeys. ahh so fun so fun. baps is being unexpectedly nice abt this whole learning journey thing. therefore i have attempted to do his econs work haha. but the thing is i dunno whats a phillips curve so i can't complete it. whoopsie!! =]
yeah then i think the team's gonna go bai nian together again!!! maybe go ms chua's house if she replies. going edwin's and yvonne's house too! hongbaos here we come. haha going ms chua's house is how fun. everyone will be like pro gamblers and playing with money while we'll be like in a little room by ourselves playing dumb things like slapjack and the "i never" game. and smuggling red wine out of her fridge. =]
hmm time flies. still remember last year during cny, went to watch peterpan with kevin before meeting the team to bai nian. and we were both wearing red shirts and jean bottoms. totally coincidental! haha. so decided to go take a pic in the photobooth but turns out the photos were black&white. sheeeesh.
yesterday was sianified during trg but after that had fun with joyce/janelle/kt. wahh joyce/janelle/suyin's present for von is damn creative! haha. and damn nice!!! i'm jealous. bleah. and joyce attracts guys like bees to a flower, like fat kids to a cake, like staple bullets to a magnet, like uni to jaychou...hahaha! but yeah, that woman ah... haiyoh. =]
and my poor husband jue... she fell during trg yesterday and needed stitches for her chin!!! oh man. but nvm jue, you'll be pretty as ever to me.... recover soon yeah? your dear wifey here's worried. =[
sigh, guess i better go write the quarry essay now. siannnnnnnnnn. argh.
..posted at 7:28 PM
Thursday, January 27, 2005
i wanna make you smile whenever you're sad carry you around when your arthritis is bad all i wanna do is grow old with you i'll get you medicine when your tummy aches build you a fire if the furnace breaks oh it could be so nice growing old with you i'll miss you, kiss you give you my coat when you are cold need you, feed you even let you hold the remote control so let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink put you to bed when you've had too much to drink oh i could be the man who grows old with you i wanna grow old with you
ahh... found this somewhere in my comp.
still think its one of the sweetest songs... =]
how nice if someone would sing it to me hahaha.
maybe kaiting! haha! =]
hmm ok this is quite irrelevant but i think i fractured my toe.
banged it on my sister's bed leg while walking.
ouchie. =[
..posted at 9:25 PM
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
training today.
i am very tired. and i still gotta do my international hist essay outline.
sighhhh.
i need a nice bod.
gonna take part in beach vball tournament again haha.
with kt leslie jiawei and ailin.
other teams forming too. =]
feel quite bad today. whoops. owells.
oh and, some people just think they're all that.
like whatever man.
such annoyances make me wanna stab them. erghhh.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
..posted at 10:23 PM
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
argh....aching terribly. did weights yesterday. shoulders and arms are killing me man. think i'm gonna look like marcjoe soon. haissss. =[
nice max took 156 home with me today haha. yay! but the poor boy got bus sick after awhile. owells. hahaha.
ahh talking to zhicong. shall stop blogging.
jay chou rocks. =]
..posted at 10:52 PM
Sunday, January 23, 2005
productive shopping.
a dress, a blouse, two skirts and shoes. =]
but still rather upset.
lost one earring somewhere in town... probably dropped out when i was trying on clothes. =[
and ailin lost her phone. poor girl. =[
i cheated on my diet.
gotta go back to it!! ahh!!
and so does max cos he has flabs. hahaha.
mm i'm off.
in more ways than one. heh. =]
..posted at 9:53 PM
Saturday, January 22, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAITING!!! uni loves you forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and er, you get the idea. =]
yes anyway.
had training today..earlyearly at 8.30. until latelate at 1+. =[ with j1s. and j3s came down too. and han. so needless to say, the court was flooded. sun was FREAKING hot man. hate the weather. erghh.
didnt play very well. sigh.
and i got a blueblack on my knee now cos banged it when receiving. though i was wearing guards. sighhhh.
and i tan very easily, so i think i have a blardy kneeguard tan now!! argh!!! i'm gonna be a zebra at this rate.
haha ok this post is starting to sound quite complain-ish.
hmm.... celebrated kt's birthday and ate some cake. =] then went j8 to meet lesliehuangzhichao and headed to town to shop. yes, AGAIN. and yes, in town AGAIN. walk until i wanna die man. haha we were just kiv-ing everything. then store in phone. probably going back to get stuff tmr. =]
and leslie's a nicenice boy who helped me carry my shoebag all the way!! hahaha my personal secretary, wake up caller, and now slave. =] but that idiot kept bopping me with my shoebag. and calling me -off-. and teaching me ways of how to fleece pple. hahaha. and scheming and plotting. haiyohhhh. tsk he's damn bad man. heh.
saw a damn nice red dress but its 99 bucks and rather formal... but i like!!! arghhhh. and haha red dress is good lor. suicidal dress!! tiffie, remember?? hahahaa.
ahh, memories of sec 3. =]
i'm actually reallyreally sick of town by now.
i think i've seen everything like 6 times already.
and i dont like anything.
but i still gotta go tmr with my mum to shop againnnnnn!!!!!! oh man. kill me now. and my legs!!! i need a wheelchair!!!
sigh.
haha saw a lotta shirts that brendan would wanna wear. really garish loud bright flowery thingies. too bad leslie's more fussy so it took him awhile to find stuff he liked. i helped him pick nice stuff!!! =] i'm damn useful lor. but too bad all the nice stuff are black. think he's still kiv-ing. heh. owells.
and i hate shopping with crowds.
always wish all the pple in town would just suddenly vanish into fat air and leave the path clear for me!! =]!!
mm yes. fat hope.
fatfatfatfatfatttttttttt.
i am fat. bleah.
didnt have lunch or dinner. one ham for breakfast. =]
ahh but i dont wanna be slammed for having perceived eating disorders (like in li's blog) so i'm gonna go eat noodles now. yvonne, you happy now???? hahaha.
but actually its not that i dont wanna be slammed for not eating cos who cares abt those anonymous idiots butting into other pple's lives and diets... its just that er...i cannot tahan already. hehehehee.
think i'm going abit mad. not my fault! its just cos i'm hungry ok.
its noodle time! =] =] =]!
..posted at 9:43 PM
Friday, January 21, 2005
haha yay went to watch movie in the end. with brendan graetz! haha being with him always makes me laugh. anyway, watched elektra. not that nice but she's damn hot! jennifer garner rocks.
yup then went shopping. went to new urban male and brendan tried on this really gay shirt which is like, long sleeved and too small for him and it's white with HUGE, LOUD pink and red and dunno what colour flowers! hahahaa damn retro. and damn gay. too bad i didnt bring my camera man!!! was kicking myself. laughed so hard i almost died.
and oh yes when we went down the escalator, brendan brushed his arm against this girl who looked arnd 9. then she gave him a dirty look and wiped her arm hahahhaa! lucky for her, she was wearing striped socks, so brendan didnt kill her. (er... yes thats what he said. i dont get it either but owells) haha then when we were buying ice cream, she was there too and she told him, "dont touch me again!" oh man attitudinal!!!!
tried on a blouse but i looked fat in it. =[
then saw another 2 dresses but i think i look quite fat too.
hmm...something tells me its time for a diet after all. haha.
..posted at 9:55 PM
dammit i missed american idol last night!!! came back after vball trials/dinner and was too zonked so decided to nap for 15 min. and my stupid phone alarm didnt ring so i just slept allll the way. and i only just woke up now. sighh. havent had breakfast. havent had lunch. still in my pajamas hahaha. and i dont feel like going down cos my sister's friends are here. erghh.
wanna go watch movie!!! but nobody watch with me. =[
mm vb trials were a headache. but rather fun to conduct. training tmr. sighhhh. but its kt's bday tmr too. haha hope i remember to bring everything.
edwin lim has been irritating these days. haha
and i've been spoiling my mortal. =]
how fun! haha
aiyahhh nothing to dooooooooooo. nothing to eat too.
haha pple like ailin/von/yq/edwin have been scolding me for my eating habits.
but not like i'm dieting or anything wad!!! just not hungry thats all.
and like now, i'm QUITE hungry but cannot go down and eat lah. poor me. =[
ooh tiffie cut her hair! she looks like...erm according to bc, an anime character. haha! i think she looks like a little boy. but quite cute lah. the big guys in my class think she looks like a chinadoll. and er, they think i do too. when i tie my hair.
but i got NO CHOICE!!! its practical man. hahaa. i dont like hair flying all over my face when i do pe or play vball. so bear with it man...wait till it grows. which is taking like forever.
i've always wanted to leave my hair long till like, clara's length or something. but i always get bored and then go cut again. haha!! ok pple, just stop me ok.
hrms met zhicong for a shortshort while yesterday. i miss his red little face man. =] and his manymany gossips. owells.
ok i'm like veryvery hungry now.
arghhhhhhhs. =[
..posted at 12:21 PM
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
MAX!!!! oh no i'm so so so sooooo sorry... haha er i promise i'll buy you lunch to make up for it k!!! sorry sorry!!!!!!!! hehe. oh no. i feel so evil. =[ arghhh. dammit. sorry!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.
oh no i'm the most evil person alive. whoops. feel damn bad now hahaha.
sorry max!!!!!!!!!! =[
..posted at 9:44 PM
Monday, January 17, 2005
eugene just asked why i was so sad nowadays so this shall be a rather happy post! haha
been feeling better nowadays anyway. er emotionally. think i was pms-ing that time. heh. yah but then kinda been feeling weird physically since sat. always giddy and dizzy and whatever even when i'm lying down. even sway sometimes while standing. haha oh no. bleah owells. dont care it should go away soon. =]
hrms watched the soccer match yesterday at max's. i must say sivaji is a really irritating commentator. he talks utter rubbish!! ergh. and as usual, both max and leslie were bullying me about everything under the sun. blearghh idiots. haha.
whoaa vball everyday this week except for fri. pt today, but i didnt do cos still swaying around. hehe. and tmr's like clinic, and wed's cca feste, thurs trials. sat training. haissss. i must psyche up!!! hope i'm still not sway-ish. hmms.
rather amused by von and ailin on the walk to j8. hahahhaa the two idiots were singing and stuff... damn high lah. me and kt behind them laughing haha. aww what would i do without my teammates. =]
hmm then on the long dark walk home, a sudden random memory came to me. remembered some time last year, sitting at the henry park swings with someone. and i was telling him that soon things may change this year and we'll just be like distant and stuff. drifting away. but he said no. hmm and look who's right now...as usual. (in case you didnt know, that would be ME) hahaha.
not that i'm particularly upset abt it dont worry. i'm not gonna go run ten rounds cos of this. haha.
cos i guess thats just life.
owells.
=]
..posted at 10:04 PM
Saturday, January 15, 2005
this week has been terrible.
exhausted, dead tired, feel sick.
lots of unhappy stuff.
got pissed with the world.
and then cried.
that cheeky blog did make me laugh today though. =]
leslie- thanks lots. for cheering me up, making me smile. and always listening to my rubbish. and just, being there. really glad to have a friend like you. hugs.
give me back my fantasy the courage that i need to live the air that i breathe
me...haha. and my huge cake! and my pretty princess helium balloon. =]
glossyposse! miss the gang. audrey iris me tiff min chuin.
me and dx the abandoner... haha but i still love him anyway. =]
with max. haha erm according to him, he's shy. right.
the rj vball team... a few missing though. raffles ayes! =]
..posted at 1:04 AM
Monday, January 10, 2005
ahh!! party's over. hahahaha and NOW i'm finally 18!!! its the 10th!!! =]
crazy party... got dunked twice, and smeared with cake. erghh haha. and its like my family's idea to dunk me!!! waddehell!! haha but i had damn a lotta fun...=]
anyway just wanted to say thanks to everyone...
to kaiting/yuqing/zhenwei/edwin- haha thanks for the jacket, no.11 babyshirt, crappy fan, and little miss scary book!!! hahahaa and thanks edwin for the princess balloon and er...m&m file. and m&ms. haha you idiot. anyway it was super nice and i loved every present, even the crappy fan! hahaha. gonna bring the jacket to sch. =] to kt and yq, you two rock my life mannn... speechless for words. love you sooo damn much. =]
to yvette/sarah- thanks for the shirt!! i promise i'll wear it. =] you two silly nutcases... really glad to be on the same team and have such great friends as you all for 5 years already!! lets do the same on my 80th birthday man. haha. =]
to xingzhe- hello!! thanks for the bag... it's like my new sch bag now. haha. and really dunno how to thank you for coming over early to set up and leaving late to pack up... hmm you're like my guardian angel. haha. love ya! =]
to tiff/min/marc- hahaha bikini. okie i knew it already. cos tiffie spilt the beans! hahaa its damnnn nice. thanks!!!! tiffie and minniegoons are my two fave pple!! heh love you blardy much. =] sch wouldnt be the same w/o either of you...=] and marc! haha glad to know you better this year... remember to do what you have to do! hehehe.
to dx/kenneth/geri- chanel perfume?! hahaha wahlau did you all spend a bomb. anyway i missed you 3 so much!! havent had any catch up sessions for damnnn long...with dx always abandoning me. hahaa. ahh but dx you'll always be my favourite boy. =] and geri, my best friend of 14 years!!!! oh man thats damn long. hahaha. and kenneth, hahaha dont worry i never forgot you and never will man. =]
to chuin/li- thanks for the bag and shirt!! chuin, thanks for always being there whenever i need advice and whatever... you always know how to make me feel better. =] and li ahhahaha i miss your whining and madness. and er, hiao-ness. hahahhaa. love you two!! =]
to esther/charmain/peiyi/peiying- hey the bag's damn nice!! haha havent seen you all in so long...since like, before your a's. thats damnnn long. really glad to have such nice seniors as you all. miss playing with you all on court too!!! =[
to rjvball guys- mm thanks for the pencil case...=] damn big. hahaha but i like it. =] and er letian, thanks for the ayumi hamasaki cd. its like my first jap cd!! wow!!! hahahhaaa. you guys are damn sweet lahhh.
to marvin- haha er thanks for your blackie toy and the sweets... you crazy lah you... but yah the toy's really quite cute. haha. and you're evil!!! wahlau smear cake on me. thats off!!! hahaha.
to leslie- hahahha you and your stupid kukumalu primary1 stationary set!!!! haha yes you're as off as marvin. actually you're even more off!!!! hahahhahaha wahlau everytime i look at it i get damn amused. its on my desk now btw. hahhahahaaa. anyway i'm reallyreally glad that i've found such a nice and crazy friend in you, who i can tell anything to...but just stop always teasing me man!!! and stop m&m-ing!!! bish. =]
to jue/nette/brendan/max- hey the lunchbox thingie is how cute lor... =] and food! my fave. hahaha. and thanks for the shirt too!!! =] you pple are damn nice lahh. my darling husband, and my husband-stealer, and brendan and max. love you all...=]
to annabanana- hey thanks for the roses even though juelin claimed them as a gift from husband to wife! hahahaa. i love tomato and tomato loves pea. yay! we're a happy vegetable family. =]
to max- hey thanks for staying up till 12 to call and wish me happy birthday! it was how sweet. =] since i know how much sleep means to you. haha. hugs. =]
to joel/clinton/david- my big guys! who i go to for comfort, crap and amusement. haha. thanks for the slippers... you all damn cute lah wahlau. haha. class is so much more fun with you all. =]
to bc/kenneth- hahahaha i never would have expected the op bag from you two. esp bc. haha! but yeah its damn nice!! surprisingly. haha just kidding. bc, dunking you into the pool was the best man... and kenneth, thanks for always being such a great co-ct rep and helping me do all my responsibilities. so kind. =]
to hadri/tim/smriti- thanks for the candles!! they look damn cute. haha i love my two gays as always... you two are great bitching partners man! and like, i can whine to you all. haha. but you will whine back so thats actually not too great. hahahah! and smritz!!! i've missed you!!! and your bitchings too. hahahahaa okie we'll all bitch together again one day. =]
to marns/mel/psy/ben/puss- the accessories were super nice! thanks lots! and ben my darling clandestine you know i'll always love you. haha. miss you so much psy...=]
to clara- hahaha you silly blur/slow/blind woman! the organizer rocks. i was planning to go get one already but yay you got me one!! and a super nice one somemore. =] its ready for use starting from 10th jan!! haha you always amuse me. =]
to my big one weiming- heyyy so sad you could only stop by for such a short while. =[ but anyway thanks for your hersheys and tattybear... lil one loves big one always. =]
to janahan/joash- er, monkey mum and baby?! hahahaha!!! you two are nuts. as always. janahan, thanks for always being there for me no matter what. =] and joash is my handsome boy!! hahahaa. =]
to iris/audrey- gosh i miss you two so damn much!!! thanks for the necklace. and the manymanymanymanyMANY boxes it was put into. hahaha i was going mad. you idiots! but i love you anyway. =]
to vinny(peiyi), bojing, peiyi, lingmin, joyce, suyin, janelle- thanks for all the gifts! glad to have pple like you in my life...who i can crap and have fun with. =] you guys rock my socks!
alrights thats all for now, sorry if i missed out anyone or got the gifts wrong cos i kinda opened everything all together and its kinda hard to remember. hahahaa.
had a wonderful, wonderful time today...
i love all of you.
so blardy much.
=]
..posted at 1:08 AM
Saturday, January 08, 2005
had quite a pleasant time yesterday. nice ending to the first week of sch. =]
sch ended at 12... fridays rock! hahaha. while everyone's still slogging away, its -schools out!!!- for ao1d again. hahaha.
this week's been quite tumultuous. got into trouble on first day, then got damn amused in edmundkwok's lesson... hahaha though he seems quite strict, think its gonna be quite fun. (note to self, be very very careful what i write on blogs from now on mannnn. bleah) heh er yeah. and yah i still like chengtju. erm and i like kohsiewyong too! =] oh was rather pleased with myself cos i finished tutorial11b and most of my other hw. yay!! wonder how long this new leaf me is gonna continue. brendan's on a new leaf kick too! haha yay we're j2s now. lets all be new leaves. =] i like sitting at the vball table with everybody else before and after sch... crapping, doing work etc. eh its quite useful too cos now got manymany smart pple to help me with work. =] titus, calvin, richmond, kt, sarah, yq have so far taught me how to do math. haha got so many tutors now. yay! and erm theres les who tries damn hard to help kt with her bio though he doesnt take bio. hahahaa.
lotsa vball ups and downs this week... but luckily things seem to be slowly going fine now... new coach for girls, mr teo. tough decision but will always remember marvin's advice and what he taught us... and he'll always be a trainer to me! =] hahaha. indoor court's a reality now. =] budget's up. great new teachers in charge. a little rough patch with the sch, but it should be better in time... hopefully. =]
love the vball team lots man... no more guys/girls team. its the vb team babe! =]
anyway.
les has been getting damn off man!!! hahahaha. king of off. thats all he says nowadays. haha. and les? i dont like m&ms!!!! hahaa you idiot. alrights so, yesterday, went j8 for lunch with timmy, clara, joash, janahan, hadri. erm had a nice long chat. class situation's getting quite weird. but at least i still have pple like them. =] clara was damn cute! hahahahahaa. cos we were at pastamania. then there was this big sign on that wall that said, "NO MSG ZONE". and its actually erm msg, you know, the thing you put in food thats unhealthy? yup. but i showed her and said, "eh look clara, not supposed to use phone here. cannot sms. will disrupt some stuff in the kitchens or something". and she believed!! hahahaha! and she was very careful not to sms. ahh. missed clara and her blurness/slowness/blindness in the hols. =]
yup then went walking arnd shopping for someone's pres with timmy. then met marvin and bought xiaolongbao to sch to eat. i like. hehe. yummmmy. guys had trg and i convinced max to stay for o-nite with me. he ended up playing vball with the guys while i koped marvin's elmo and brought it around for an adventure. first in my plastic bag, then in leslie's bag, then calvin's bag, then the freezer in the canteen where the icecreams are. haha. marvin was going mad. he was rather upset that elmo was gone. =[ haha quite gay lah but owells.
o-nite was quite interesting... they had some fashion parade thingie and some of the costumes those j1s came up with were quite eyeopening. haha. and oh man, MARCJOE!!!! he went up onstage in a glittery pink bra!!! hahahahahah oh man i was dying. marc...damn sexy! hahaha. then saw the campfire being lit up... the fire flew down from the 2nd (or was it third?) level of the block in front of the netball courts. damn nice. =]
party tmr!!!!!!!!!! pray hard it doesnt rain!!!!!!!!! ahh so exciting. my first huge party. around 65 pple confirmed coming. yay yay yay!! =] i hope no one will think its boring and stuff. =[ hmm.
i'm gonna be 18 in 2 days!
..posted at 11:57 AM
Saturday, January 01, 2005
2004's gone.
quite an eventful year.
new school, new friends, new whatever.
still remember orientation...though my og was quite sucky, i had fun haha. then there was the campfire thingie when we all danced arnd in one big circle. =]
met xz.
then no more xz.
haha.
some problems with various friends at various times.
disappointments.
a new team.
mr teo, edwin, marvin.
lousy grades.
terrible teachers like eching/vyna. bleahhh.
first 3 months class.... psy...=]
and then the now class...heyas. haha.
ao1d troops. =]
so many friends passed me by in this year.
met them, became close, then drifted.
all in one year. owells.
several relationships in the grey area.
getting caught by police haha.
beach. quiksilver tournament. =]
getting closer to vballers.
training like mad. weightssssssss ergh haha.
my suicidal catfish which died in hakeem's locker...
ponning ten million lectures and tutorials
and many more.
hmm. j1 was damn eventful.
actually it was really quite sucky haha.
but i guess after everything, maybe it was quite a good year too. =]
and now we're gonna be j2s. ooh.
happy new year everyone. =]
