and yesterday marked the end of my chingay days. ended it making a fool of myself wearing the pink thingie that valerie wore. and i've hereby decided never ever EVER to dye my hair pink!!! i looked grotesque in that pink wig man. haha and i was kinda throwing a tantrum while walking towards the float cos the blardy pink wig was flying all over my face. ergh. just watched the chingay repeat. luckily the shot of me was rather insignificant. =] sarah filled the tv screen. heh. and i saw hadri! waving stupidly. and brendan. =] butchered my hair yesterday. why do i always do such impulsive things. haha. and i refused to listen to yvonne when she asked me not to cut. =[ so now gotta wait another ten million years before it grows again. but knowing me, i'll probably snip it all off again like 4 mths later. owells. dont think i'll ever be able to tie a ponytail again at this rate. bleargh. i am extremely sleepy. even though i just woke up 2 hours ago. wanna sleep for like, one week straight! then i wont have to listen to pple scolding me, or do work, or see sights i dont wanna see, or think, and i can just dream happily! =] sigh. life sucks nowadays. and now i gotta go do my intl hist essay. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
..posted at 4:50 PM
Saturday, February 26, 2005
tired, angsty, periods of down-ness. sigh. i hate this.
--> hadri: congrats you best actor! school's lousy whenever you're not around. haha. owells you did a really great job today... was laughing like crazy backstage. real proud of you. =]
..posted at 1:13 AM
Monday, February 21, 2005
cos i'm here, ready to take it all here everything's feeling unclear. i wish it was raining cos i hate every beautiful day.
"who bully you i beat him!!" -psy heh. i miss psy. =[
..posted at 10:00 PM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
wahhh i'm how tired! bleargh. exhaustion started accumulating from friday. had to do the chingay preview which finished at around 10pm, then had a nice chat with brendan and reached home at almost twelve. talked to leslie until 1.30am about depressing and irritating stuff. then woke up earlyearly for trg on saturday at 830am. arghhh freaking FREAKING hot!!!!!!!!!! got rather pissed off after awhile cos of the blardy weather, my tiredness and other stuff. then after trg went to slack around with joyce and kt before meeting brendan to go for the actual chingay thingie. i am a flower. -__- haha my flower headgear was super heavy and damnnnn hard to wear properly!! i must have retied it like 4 million times. luckily minsheng was there to help. mm yeah he's peter pan! and sarah's this REALLY HUGE flower. like really REALLY huge. brendan's a victorian man though people thought he was a magician hahaha. and thea and valerie were funky girls on the beauty world float! haha oh yes and hadri's one of the coke boys. had quite a fun time, surprisingly. manymanymany pple in town watching!! not to mention those at home. and smiling for a few hours is really no joke man. my cheeks were quite achy. hahaha. and i bet alotta rj pple were in town watching us make a fool out of ourselves on the float lor! argh!!! we saw youzi, nicole, layming and judith sitting on the road. and there was this couple waving damn energetically then the guy made the hand sign for -call-, so minsheng and i had a feeling the guy knew us. hahaha cos they were laughing like mad. then later checked my phone and there was nothing. sheesh maybe its not someone we knew after all. haha but anyway then after waving and smiling in town, our float started to drive damn fast to people's association at kallang. then the stupid wind was so huge that my flower kept attempting to fly off. had to use damn alotta strength holding it down lor! but i think sarah had a harder time hahaha cos her flower's sooo big. anyway if you all didnt catch us on tv or something, here are a couple of photos. hahahaha. ok we look quite spastic but its a once in a lifetime thing k!!! quite fun lor. dont think we'll do this ever again. =]
me and brendan hahaha
sarah with minsheng and brendan
yup so anyway, after you all have finished laughing at those pics, yah you can proceed on reading abt my today! haha. got home late last night and then had to wake up at 6am to go harbourfront for the smu beach tournament thingie. stupid guys were late and still went to buy breakfast. but luckily we reached in time for registration. =] marvin was in our team (team R of team R, J and C hahaha) yup so naturally our team's like quite pro lah huh. apparently at the registration place pple were like saying, "eh marvin's playing leh!!" hahaha wahlau. big shot lor. but he was really such a monster. i feel so small and insignificant next to him hahaha. marvin is a shen lahhhh but a spastic shen. heh. =] anyway we got all the way to quarters and it was like lunch break then we were damnnn sleepy. and lost a match so we got kicked out. boohoooo. but had fun lahh. =] i was the setter k! hahaha wahlau first time in my life. such a lousy one somemore. bleahs. oh and michelle was there too selling drinks. i think i bought like 6 cups from her. hahahah SUPER hot day!!!!!!!!!! sand was killing my poor feet again.
TEAM R!! =]
the girls!
the boys, me and ailin!
yeah and then went for dinner with ailin, jose, jiawei and eugene. i had some thai thing, ailin had pineapple rice, jose had some noodles, eugene had jap food, and jiawei bought THREE cakes. that is OFF!! hahaha we were telling him that one cake is normal, two's weird and three's just off. then he was like, "whats so weird!! when you put two cakes together its one wad!!!" hahaha!!! yeah then when we finished eating, i was like argh damn full. and jose was like saying he got chicken curry at home. and then mr off jiawei said "mine was a piece of cake.." -__-
starting to feel itchy. die. symptoms of imminent peeling. arghhh.
..posted at 8:45 PM
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
had a graetz day today. haha. =] was rather sianified until the middle of break when i spotted brendan walking out of the canteen. then had this urge to go talk to him haha. so ran after him and had a nice chat in his class. wasnt until he brought it up that i realised i really havent been talking to him much this year. hmm still remember last year when we'll just sit around in the canteen and talk, or when he walks me home or during econs lectures. sat with him in lectures so much last year that hakeem thought something suspicious was going on. how off! haha. and almost died for econs cos of that man. ah wells. =] yeah and talking to brendangraetz always lifts my mood. haha. mm then after sch, was supposed to go to the chingay dress fit thingie with clara and him, but found out the woman's coming to sch tmr so we just hung around in mos at j8 and slacked. then clara left and brendan stayed with me in mos till abt 8 cos i didnt really feel like going home just yet. haha. had a hilarious time and found out manymany stuff too!!! and this stubborn stallion refuses to spill all of it!!! grrsh. brendan tell me lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. haha. and i realised brendan actually knows a lot abt me. cos i tell him a lotta stuff since last year and he remembers a lotta details!! like which day i told him abt what! and i dont even remember them myself haha. oh and we've got a haagendazs ice-cream buffet date which he's gonna treat me to!
hahaha found this rather old pic in my comp. thats my halo and wand btw. hahaha!
ahh brendangraetz rocks my socks. =]
..posted at 9:58 PM
Monday, February 14, 2005
photos from yesterday. =]
lao yu sheng!!
the team =] more photos linked on the right...
hmm... valentines day today! haha. hope the brownies me and kt made for pple brightened up their day!! hahaha with their individual messages. =] and thanks everybody for everything! sean's damn sweet haha. a bouquet of white roses that was damn cute and another stalk of a red one. =] hmm a conversation between me and my dearest husband
+-[ uni ]-+ says: i love you too!! juiced. says: yeah i always have a soft spot for yu juiced. says: you're so cute. juiced. says: then when i see yu i feel happy.
aww so sweet. =] haha love you jue!!!!!!!!!! muchmuch. =]
alrighties hope you pple had a great valentines day with hot dates and all. i got no hot date and i had to do weights but i'm still happyhappy! =]!
..posted at 11:27 PM
Sunday, February 13, 2005
back from von's/edwin's!! damn nice day. =] had a hilarious time with kt in the morning making the vday presents... hahahah have fun tmr opening the presents, pple!! wahlau laugh until can die. and for the first time, our presents turned out successful and nice!!! unlike those pink cube thingies we attempted to make a few years ago. haha. yeah then we were running waaaaaaaaay behind schedule cos we gotta meet the rest at sembawang mrt at 3.30pm but before that we still had to dress up and go town to get a present for seandouglas (my mortal hahaha). so rushed like mad and kt refused to lemme go toilet. =[ grabbed everything and we rushed out of the house and then kt refused to lemme walk in the middle of the road too. as in, the road in my estate. even though i do that like a bazillion times. so anyway, got to taka, bought the stuff, inhaled takopachis which served as lunch, and rushed to sembawang!! and we were on time!!! haha more or less anyway. =] went to von's house and she forced us to eat lotsa stuff. so i became damn fat. =[ then slacked arnd and waited for the rest to arrive, then headed to edwin's for dinner. watched part of the jaychou live concert vcd there!!! oh my gosh jaychou rocks lor. (shuddup leslie on whatever you are gonna say abt him hahaha) yeah he's soooooooo damn cute. i want. haha. dammit. i'm in love man. hahaha. ailin was damn amusing. she was so mesmerized and was behaving as if she was in the concert too. hahah! aww so cute. =] then we had dinner where we lau-yu-sheng. and forced ailin to drink lotsa wine to get drunk and tell us her deeeep dark secrets haha. too bad we didnt succeed. owells. haha =] all in all, had a fun day. as usual whenever i'm with the vballers. =]
pics will be up soon! my spastic cam no batt already so cannot upload yet. wait awhile yah. =]
..posted at 11:34 PM
people came over yesterday. boring stuff. sat arnd smiling fakely then escaped upstairs hahaha. oh yes i did my sea hist essay yesterday! rather pleased that i was able to scrunch out EIGHT pages merely out of lecture notes and tarling, and basic crapping!!! dont mess. muahahaha. and then kennethteo came and told me he wrote TEN. -___- owells. s paper boy is lydat wan lah huh. bleahh. haha. and i'm sure some gay person from 1C is gonna write like 17 pages but who cares. =] havent done the pc poem though. sigh.
anyway kt's arriving in a few minutes! we have surprises planned for vday man... =] she's currently shopping at jelita for a few integral parts of the presents. haha. and then its off to von's house!!! then edwin's for dinner!! so fun. =]
i will not feel, i will not feel, until i have to.
..posted at 10:30 AM
Friday, February 11, 2005
ooh. movie with ben. racing stripes haha. rather stupid show. or as ben called it, "a heartwarming show". hahahah some parts were rather funny though. the stupid flies. and the pelican called goose. =] quite a good day. i pigged out again. ate two brownies and subway hahahaha. wahlau the brownies at the brownie factory are to die for!!!!! sarah has me addicted. i'm sooooo gonna grow fat i tell you. owells but its ok. as long as i'm happy right. hahahhaha although i think when i'm lydia sum i wont exactly be very happy. so i think i may go for a run tmr morning before pple come over. =]! see if i can wake up lah huh. haha.
ben rocks. my clandestine. =] =] =] the one where i have a titanium link with!!! nothing can ever break the link man. hahaha.
talking to yuanzai. hmm. even though he's like always cynical and bitter and down on the teams, he's still a nice yuanzai cos he's always ready to cab/run to the faraway lands whenever i need him to. =]
and i miss weiming my big one. =[
and no matter where love takes me to a part of me will always be with you
i am not what i am. =[
..posted at 11:22 PM
Thursday, February 10, 2005
ahh! cny is boring.
and when i'm bored, usually i go cut hair and i've been absolutely itching to, but cny apparently cannot cut hair. so what to do??? i eat. -__-
wahlau yesterday at chinese chamber of commerce, i was so freaking bored that i just stuffed my face nonstop with all those cny goodies on the tables haha. then when the speeches ended, i attacked the buffet lunch table with glee!!!
came home and slept all the way and then ate like 4 popiahs.
then today, stayed at home while pple came. had to sit arnd and smile all the way so naturally i got bored again. and then ate more snacks.
and after that, i ate more popiahs!! hahahhaa. and like, 6 chicken wings.
then watched dvds. argh.
better go out tmr. if not i stay at home and get bored again then i'll eat even more.
who wants to go out with meeee!!!! and save me from myself!!!! hahahaha.
when sch reopens you pple will be damn shocked man. i think i'm gonna be fatter than lydia sum. muahahahhaaa. look out world, here i come! -__-
can't wait for sunday!!! team bainian at von's/edwin's house. damnfundamnfun!!! =]!
..posted at 8:28 PM
runaway train never going back wrong way on a one way track seems like i should be getting somewhere somehow i'm neither here nor there
can you help me remember how to smile make it somehow all seem worthwhile how on earth did i get so jaded life's mystery seems so faded
i can go where no one else can go i know what no one else knows here i am just drowning in the rain with a ticket for a runaway train
..posted at 12:29 AM
Monday, February 07, 2005
ohman today was damn fun!!! hahaha happifying day! =]
went for three classes and then it was
ZOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =] =] =] =]!!!!!!!
hahahahah. we got damn high the moment we stepped into the bus! making alotta noise and snapping random pics and just being spastic. with hadri always asking "are we there yet?!?!?" hahah. then finally reached mandai and went even madder with the phototaking. =]! went to see manymany animals! i like the african wild dogs and the penguins and the white tiger! and the jaguars were damn gross lah. mating in front of us. haha. and we saw this reallyreally huge python!! scary man.
then we went to watch the sealion show and blaps said if we managed to sabo bc to go up as a volunteer, he'll treat whole class to ben and jerry's! so once the guy asked who wanted to go up, we ALL pointed to bc in unison and yelled hahaha!!! our treat's in the bag man!!! and bc lost his first kiss to a sealion. awwww so sweet. haha!!!! that was like one of the highlights of the day man. =] and hadri was mad all the time, climbing all over animal statues and picking up dead snakes and just being really bimbotic. haha! "ow!!! it bit me!! bitch of an ant!!!!!!" hahaha! hadri's my personal entertainer. =]!
so blaps really treated all 20 of us to ben&jerry's. he's super nice!! thanks sir!!!! =]!!
ahh. had fun acting like we were 8 year olds again. heh.
then went to huimin's birthday thingie at fish&co. missed iris and audrey loads.
minnie! hope you had fun... =]
and to my utmost surprise, xingzhe came ambling in! and i was like, huhhh huimin invited him too?! hahaha. but he was there with his jc classmates. damnn coincidental. =]
ladidums.
today rocks. i am smiley. =] =] =]!
zoo pics link on the right!
..posted at 11:15 PM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
beachbeach!! =]
damn black now. slightly burnt. and my soles!!! the sand was how freaking hot lah! argh damn pain.
max came over earlyearly to take a lift to harbourfront. the silly boy slept only for 3 hours hahaha. so yeah you can see a lotta pics of him with his eyes closed. mm anyway, met kaiting, jiawei, calvin at leslie at harbourfront then went for breakfast cos stupid eugene was half an hour late. off! haha. then headed to sentosa!! was how hot lor. playing vball on the sand felt like we were walking on hot coals. almost died. excruciating pain!! my team was quite off hahaha. owells. but nvm, once we have ailin, we'll rock!! =] yeah anyway then kt and i decided that it was waaaaaay too hot to play and we should go tan instead! so grabbed our stuff and headed to a little island and happily barbequed ourselves while the boys went to kayak. relaxing stuff. =] but too bad our tanlines are still white and obvious. sighhh. even though the sun was glaring down at us all the time. owells. then we went back to join the boys who were challenging some gays to vball. really dont know how they can stand the blasted sand man!!! my soles are now raw and blistered. =[ yups then slacked arnd some more and finally went to bathe and dinnered. nice happy relaxing day. =]
kt and i =]
suntanning haha
all of us
the boys =]
us with the pretty siloso word.
i've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true
..posted at 10:44 PM
Saturday, February 05, 2005
today was =].
started the day with training. freaking hot sun. literally dripping sweat haha how gross. ailin and i screwed up our 400 consec digging so had to redo bleah. so got even hotter. =[ and my guards were on all the time. so yeah, currently i have this really interesting tan line around my knees. they're like, white. -__- hopefully in the near future, it'll be damn cool to have weird tanlines around your body. hahahaa. right.
anyway had a mini down period on my mood but by the time training ended, was all peachy again. =] went for lunch with a few of them then tried to read my gatt readings while kt was busy with her little vday present. haha! aww so sweet. i want also lor. sighhh. owells.
obviously i got bored after quite fast cos gatt is really a boring topic. and the green highlighter was starting to get on my nerves. and macs is irritating cos they chase you out and dont allow you to do work there. moved to mos. mos is nice. mos allows you to sit arnd and slack. =] yups then decided to draw! for ailin! hahaha!!! ask her to show you if you wanna see. i think its damn nice lor. ahems!! =] =] =]!! wahlau i had so much fun drawing that. hahahaha ok ailin dont kill me.
was abt to go home then received a call from marvin. with a pleasant surprise. =] he was at toapayoh and he saw xingzhe who was gonna perform soon. some band thing. so since i was at j8, decided to go down and take a look. =] haha think he was quite surprised to see me there. first time i see him play. =] hais. took quite long eh. owells. but nicenice. =]
and just for that moment, m&ms, cuba and other sweets flew out the window. =]
ahh.
hmms beach tmr!! hope i dont get burnt. haha think i say that everytime i blog before i beach. but great, can get rid of my current zebraleg tan.
yay so fun!!
but first, i'll have to get that intl hist essay out of the way. blearghs.
..posted at 8:47 PM
Friday, February 04, 2005
ok so i didnt do intl hist after all. =[
tried k... but my thought processes got quite convoluted after awhile. and i realised i have no books and stuff for reference so think i'll hand in on monday. hmmm.
did robert frost essay though.
gosh that was such a pain. took blardy long to do lah. ergh.
hope i can finish intl hist by mon.
trg on sat and beach on sun. ahh dunno if got time. sigh.
hearing hadri sing anjing just makes my day man hahahhaa. =]
..posted at 12:13 AM
Thursday, February 03, 2005
blaps reads my blog!!!!!!
OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahaha.
ok er, hi blaps. i mean, hi sir. hehe.
eh but blaps is like such a fond nickname lor. not like what titus's class calls him --> uncle. or what another class calls him --> bang. hahaha
grrsh!!! first the rjvball blog. now mine. waddehell!!
apparently he searched for our names. -__-
have to be ultra careful in what i blog abt from now on man. arghhh.
seriously i think teachers have nothing better to do! go mark scripts lah sir, don't come visit my blog already... haha or go look at tim's blog. its wayyy more interesting! haha
mm gotta go for piano soon.
will come back later. gotta do intl hist essay. sigh.
and i'm a chingay girl!!!!
hahaha!!!!!
..posted at 6:04 PM
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
nature's first green is gold,
her hardest hue to hold.
her early leaf's a flower;
but only so an hour.
then leaf subsides to leaf.
so eden sank to grief,
so dawn goes down to day.
nothing gold can stay.
..posted at 9:03 PM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
tuesdays are horrible. was dying during blaps's econs towards the end. wanted to konk out but he'll kill me so had to pry my lids open and threw a few tantrums hahaha. whoops.
oh yes, blaps is the new baps in case some of you dont know. he has a cool middle name! hahahahhaaa. superhero!! ahh but he's getting nicer. i like the parts when he's suaning bc or just talking crap. and ok he can teach not bad too lah. =]
and i handed in my quarry essay on time!!! explains why i was so sleepy today. slept damn late and used my limited braincells to do it. yay so now its one essay down, 3 more to go. -__- had fun doing it actually. haha ok i am really turning into a mugger now man! i even read my tarling on burma and philippines!!! dont play play... hahaha.
talked crap to jose and clinton in the canteen after sch then scooted off home and decided to go burn off some of my abundant fats. so changed, then ran from my house down henry park, ghim moh, down canal route and turned to clementi/ulu pandan. then ran back. damnnnn far man i almost died at the end. hehe ok pple, dont start nagging yah. but anyway, it was quite fun. when i saw the henrypark swings, thought of some stuff. and as usual, had this urge to go swing haha. owells. then passed by old campus and saw NUS HIGH SCHOOL written on it and its damn sad la, its like how deserted. hmm i THINK sch started for them already right? cos i saw this lone student walking out of the gate. but yeah i ran pass the courts and theres like nobody there... last time usually theres pple playing bball or sth. and vball. =] yeah then took the familiar path to ghim moh... miss going there for dessert after training. johnson's duck rice. yumyum. =] macs... where we always went to eat after trg or after sch or during hols to study... AHH just remembered sth interesting in macs hahahaaha. kaiting!!! do you remember the table we always sit at, with your favourite -ahems- pic of a certain bird? hahah!!! yeah then its canal route and back home. =] miss walking home from sch. miss being able to cab home anytime its too hot to walk or if i'm lazy or in a rush, for a mere $2.80!!! dammit. now i can't cab home at all lor, too ex. bleah. ahh old campus was fun. sigh.
anyway, in the run, i had to cross TWO bridges k!!!! hmm i feel considerably lighter now haha. yay! =]
