damn tired!!!! haha. training in the morning till 1230. woke up with my back pain. sighh. =[ was super hot. and wore my cwo jersey. hahahaa eh i think its not toooo bad ok. quite nice wad! hahaha. yay wearing new jersey on wed... number 11's mine again!!! no more esther haha. =] then went shopping with my sisters straight after trg. bought a few things. not a lot. owells. =[ not too productive. and i was so super tired after trg. wanted to just fall right into bed. was lugging my shoebag all over the place. then had a nice dinner at pasta cafe and then headed to toapayoh to meet joyce. went to spans and crossed this reaaaaaally scary road with joyce grabbing onto my hand. hahahhaa. well according to her, i would be safe in her hands. haha! =] yesyes the monster's hands. anyway then trained again with mr teo's outside team in spans. the pple were damn pro... and their teamwork's damn good. no matter what, they wont let the ball drop. =] joyce and i felt quite extra though. haha not to mention, super lousy. but owells. got to learn quite a lot from there. i liked the nice jolly plump coach! dont really like the professor-looking one though. mm did some drills and i realised that if 2 hao spike zhi2 xian4, my receiving is quite lousy! oh no! then we played formation and my zhi2 xian4 spiking has disappeared from the face of the earth. sighhhhh. spike all xie2 xian4. then somemore its the kind not xie2 enough to kill. boohooooo. and my spiking is like very very wrong. ball is too behind me, contact point wrong, i'm too slow, swing's wrong....hais. must get it right!!!! must play better!!!! ahh!!!!!!!! heh. the trg ended at 10. i'm soooo tired now i feel like dying. but it felt quite good too actually. just keep playing =] somemore its spans! i like spans. =] comp's coming up in 2 weeks. psyche up everyone!!! ole to the guys and ace to the girls. =]
..posted at 11:15 PM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
ahhhhh common tests are overrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. had quite a lotta fun doing the pc essay today. the poem was nicenice! =] think i'm quite dead for history though. my arguments were quite incoherent. and sea history is obviously quite gone cos just smoked my way thru. hahaha. at least had sth to smoke abt. motto before going in for the paper was "heck and crap". heh. janahan saved my life by providing the summarised version of what i need to know. =] thank goodness for him man. ahh but wrote alot. i think hadri was rather disgusted with me. 20 pages altogether today hahaha. but then its like 20 pages of useless crap so owell. pen no more ink. hahaha. then went to watch pooh's heffalump movie with kt!! AHHHH its freaking cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh man i want a heffalump too!!! haha. and its such a nicenice innocent movie all abt friendship. and utter cuteness. =] =] =] then had dinner at thai express. today was a good day. looong time since kt and i went on a date. haha. stupid zhenwei is monopolising all her time! ahh just kidding. obviously a stone can't steal her away from the pea. peas are much better lahhhh =] haha but fine, stones are not too bad also lah. can be used to...er... play hopscotch. hahaha!
good luck to physicians tmr! =]
..posted at 11:13 PM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
argh today was baaaaaaad. wasted so much time on the first part of econs essay that got only 15 min left for the second part. then case study, wrote utter crap for the 2 last questions which incidentally are the weightiest ones. argh. and the blardy hall was soooo freaking cold!! even though i was wearing a jacket. its like the north pole man. shivered all the way through mcq. my brain froze too. teeth chattering. fingers became numb. so didnt care and anyhow did mcq. only thing screaming in my head was -lemme outta here!!!!!- blearghs. then math. whole stupid paper was on integration! i hate integration! argh!!! and now i'm trying to mug history but everything i mugged previously is not in my head anymore!!! and sea hist is still alien to me!!! i hate life. =[
..posted at 7:26 PM
Monday, March 21, 2005
one down, four to go. ..econs is the bane of my existence.
there's always that one person that will always have your heart you'll never see it coming cos you're blinded from the start
..posted at 5:19 PM
Sunday, March 20, 2005
tmr's the start of commontests. ooh yeah lit absolutely rocks my socks. i'm sure. blearghhs haha. nvm i shall not fret. even though i can only remember one frost quote. and the first line of womanwarrior. yay! thats something at least. haha anyway tmr is also lau junyuan's birthday!! and the poor soon-to-be navaldiver has to go to work. aww so poorthing. actually the real catastrophe is that because of that, he can't help me with econs. and he's an evil evil thing who wishes me less than a B for math so that i'll treat him. ahh. but he's learning how to be more +++positive+++ under my influence! haha.
so. junyuan. you are 19. must be less cynical, sarcastic and negative. must not wear clothes too big for you. must not wear ugly slippers. must not look like an uncle. must cut hair. must be nicer to me (muahaha). must not gimme stupid looks behind stupid pple's backs. must like cheesecake (hahaha!!!!!) must know that dessert is not spelt as desert. and that there's no such thing as monsterous. but monstrous. must be more suave and charming. and peiyi's right, go get yourself a date! hahahaa. =] owells. anyway i'm rather thankful for having a spastic friend like you. though you piss me off with negative comments on the teams. but yeah thanks for attempting (ahems) to help me with math. and coming from the faraway lands. =] mm. happy birthday!! eat your cheesecake. hahaha.
..posted at 11:41 PM
Friday, March 18, 2005
i am so sick of studying! and the worst thing is, i didnt even study all that much. grrrrsh. still havent touched econs nor lit but i dont really feel like it anymore. no more psyched-up mugging machine. blearghs. anyway yesterday, i went to sch to mug like, again. then i got so irritated and sian with studying that i went to watch hitch with xingzhe. haha. was kinda falling asleep in the show though. studying has made me into a zombie. ergh. and he's soooo lucky, not only does he NOT need to study, he gets to go to europe!!! thats damn unfair. =[ somemore he doesnt need to pay. haha. stupid freeloader. mm then today i did a few power series questions then couldnt take it anymore so went to watch the guys train to kill time before going for lunch at junmin's! ooh yeah. so nice! =] sarah, yq, kt went too. and we had pasta as usual. seems like everytime we go her house, its pasta. =] but damn niceeee though the sausages were wrinkled and all. haha. missed that jimmybird man. and after lunch, we went up to her cool newly renovated room to chat. i like her room!!! with walk in wardrobe and fibre-optics plant light and colour-changing stereo and huge showerhead and everything!!! had a damn fun time updating each other abt stuff and laughing. still remember we went her house once to cook and bake, then yq and i made the pasta sauce into this lump of doughy thingie and the brownie we baked turned out quite weird too. haha then they made me be the transporter while they cleaned the plates and stuff after we're done cos i was rather useless. ahem. hey but being a transporter is useful too k... you need someone to bring the dirty plates to the washers and the clean plates to the table! =] then went back to sch to try and mug but didnt get any work done. owells. i'm doomed!!!!!!! dooooooooooooooomed. sigh. and oh yeah, happy birthday juelin hubby!! i love you alotalot even though you have many other wives. =]
..posted at 10:36 PM
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
played smu today. in SPANS!!! haha. won 2, lost 2. dammit we could have won more! haha but had fun. though not as psyched up as yesterday. but not too psyched down either so... =] argh finally had chances to spike today but kept spiking out! must be the oldchangkee i had for lunch. too much energy. heh. even service was out wth. and i reallyreallyreally must remember to cover the freaking sideline!!! grrr keep losing points there. damn irritating. and i must block successfully! haha. owells. dropped a ball today. =] but i realised my stupid spiking is non killer. this is very irritating. must emulate ailin. hahaha. jialing is pro. i like. =] oh and she has nice legs. i like also. hahaha ok that sounds a bit perverted. but true. =] anyway i think our defence has improved. except for stupid corner balls. and me and my sidelines. blearghhhh. kaiting! not so luan4 today. goodgood. now we know the secret to your success. oldchangkee. hahaha. =] and was quite proud of joyce our fantastic blocker. =] even though watching her play always makes me laugh. sooo cute! haha. i feel quite volleybally now so shall talk abt the game. =] hmmmm ailin was on fire man!!! haha oh yeah our first ball still needs some work though. but today not a lot kao4 wang3 right?? rightright???? hahaha. i think i'm getting quite high now. this is spas, why am i high like, 6 hours after the game. ah wells. =] ahh i think we just need to stay focused throughout the game and stay psyched up and happy! and just play seriously but cheerfully and take it one point at a time. and make noise!! ooh yeah jingwen and i were saying that we making noise on court can't be heard. but kt's rafflesayes can. so we decided to go higher. hahahhaa throat cannot take it. and we came out sounding like strangled chickens. whoooops. haha yup so after the game today, we went to shower in the DAMN NICE spans restroom. joyce, kt, ailin and i went to the one downstairs. so we happily all got into adjacent shower rooms and were like yay! spans got hot water and soap! then joyce suddenly exclaimed that there was no more soap in hers. then we all checked and dont have! argh!! hahaha luckily ailin brought. so she threw the bottle over to my cubicle then i threw it to joyce who threw it to kt. then kt tried to throw her shampoo to joyce but she was waaaay too strong (oldchangkee! haha) and it flew past joyce and landed in mine! haha damn funny. =] after that, four of us, yq, von and sarah piled into the car and took a loooooooooong drive to toapayoh central even though its like right next to spans. -__- think we were going a bit nuts and started crapping until my stomach began to cramp from laughing too much. heh had a nice dinner at fiesta. yumm. =] always have so much fun with the vballers. my fave pple. =] yay raffles ayes!! or as the guys would say, ole!! hahaha.
..posted at 10:14 PM
Sunday, March 13, 2005
happy birthday sean! happy birthday kevin! =]
anyway. had a good day today! =] woke up early and hopped over to starbucks to study. history is giving me a headache. dunno how to combine both kwok's and chengtju's and ivan's notes. hais. and flew through differentiation but got stumped by integration. owells. then junyuan came from the faraway lands to join me! haha. he wanted to do some scholarship rubbish but i persuaded him to help me with my math. muahaa. which actually didnt turn out to be much help, but its still appreciated! hehe. yay so nice. =] then suddenly this black mass zoomed into the seat next to me and i felt a heavy boulder around my shoulders and tadah! it was weiming and his arm! hahaha. ahhhh i missed my big one loads! same ol' him with black shirt and jeans, but fatter face and bigger hair haha. he was an idiot lahhh damn sneaky. didnt tell anyone he was coming back. argh but too bad he's only gonna be back for a week then its back to newyork again. =[ beach session!!! somebody hurry arrange. but dammit its like common tests next week. sighhhh. but anyway we went to eat katong laksa in hollandv. =] then went to party with us to buy sean a gay pink and purple barney balloon and then made our way to his place to surprise him! haha his house damn nice. =] and the stupid boy was half naked lahh but yeah he was surprised. =] i am such a nice angel hahaha. mmhmm then after that went for rotiprata at weiming's request. and THEN went for ice cream at venezia, guthrie house. i am turning a deaf ear to all that tim says about the place! heh. =] ahh twas nice being with the 2. they're like my brothers. =] 2 out of 3. sigh. ok nvm. hmm. vj friendly tmr. psyche upppppppppp. hehe =] ailin most prob not playing though. boohoo. my dear fellow 4-hao. my pao-qiu partner. my bao-qiu pro. my ever-ready, reliable bu3-er behind me. hahahha ok you get the idea.
big one, yuanzai and lil one. i like. =]
..posted at 10:59 PM
Friday, March 11, 2005
i am currently in my pre-test/exam mugger mode! muahaa. =] today studied with jose in the library before he left for spaper. haha that sloth's rather entertaining. =] and it was like siberia in the library man!!! luckily jose lent me his jacket or i would have become a snowman. or er, a snowwoman. yes. dunno how kaiting can stand it. ahhh but as jose says, thats cos someone's there to provide her with warmth!! and you know, you can create fires with a stone right? hahaha!! =] some things are getting quite screwed up in class. and its quite worrying cos i may be getting a little too involved. sigh. and i should also stop muddling over other stupid stuff and people. bleah. think i should just spend time with my books. its so much more fun. hahaha. right. ooh ivan came to sch today. saw him in the canteen sitting with sean. wahlau grandangel/mortal bonding eh. and its trueeeeee both of them are so carefree and like, nothing on their minds, while ME!!! sitting there trying to plan my study schedule in my clogged up brain. and then i ate a kitkat cos i needed some relief and energy. hahahaa. yes bc's gonna say i'm fat again but its ok!! he's short. hehe. quite looking forward to trg tmr. cos wed didnt have trg then now feel like quite long never play already. haha think next time after a's i'll die from vball withdrawal symptoms. owells. and theres friendlies coming up! ooh yeah i like friendlies. i am very friendly. muahaha! ok i'm off.
you know i can't smile without you i can't smile without you i can't laugh, and i can't walk i'm finding it hard even to talk and i feel sad when you're sad i feel glad when you're glad and you must know what i'm going through i just can't smile, without you. =]
..posted at 10:20 PM
Sunday, March 06, 2005
yesterday. trg in morn where i was off, tried to do integration in the afternoon and went for firas's bday party in the evening. so anyway, yes happy birthday firas. =]
today. met ivan at hollandv starbucks. angel mortal outing haha. sean was supposed to join us and make it into some generation thingie but the stupid boy got himself grounded for a month. -_- owells. ahh havent been to hollandv for so long. unlike last year. sighhh. miss the place. starbucks, katong laksa, party with us. haha. used to always go to starbucks to do work. and i remember on the day before olevel results were released, a bunch of us escaped from sch and went there to hang around and crap. haha. anyway, ivan passed me all his notes and he's gonna tutor me in econs starting next week. =] hopefully i can get 4As even though the prospects look rather bleak. haiss. maybe i need to write more poser-cheemly. hahaa like jose! =] must get down to studyingggggggggggg. and must be thinner, play better vball and pass piano exam. haha. =]
ivan maulana! =]
and thats sss dominic in the background. hahahaa.
..posted at 7:05 PM
Friday, March 04, 2005
a'level results are out today. congrats to the godly 75% of rjc who got 3As and above. =] damn scary, when they asked for each other's results, they just state their s-paper and gp results cos its a given that they got 4As. -__- oh yes, and congrats to those who're happy with their results in mothertongue. =] argh looks like i owe max a treat now. bleahh. speaking of treats, went for lunch with dx today for a little catch-up session and he treated me to cafe cartel. =] never seem to have any trouble telling him abt anything under the sun. =] and in the evening, got treated to waffles and icecream at guthrie by junyuan aka my dream guy. haha so nice right. he promised me the treat to cheer me up. and we cabbed all the way to guthrie at my request. haha but he's such an idiot. i told him i wanted an ipod and he said he'll get me a tripod. -__- cos its very useful, can be used to burn stuff and put camera on. sheeesh. was nice seeing the j3s today. didnt see ivan for so long! he promised to gimme free econs tuition every saturday. yayyy! a real angel haha. =] and the vballers! though i didnt see any of the girls except for charmain and grace. missed mok and his hand gestures haha. and shaun's just so cute. and zhangyuan's bigger and blacker haha. and nice ol' yongen. missed jonny too. the only one with eyes smaller than mine. hahaha. ahh really had so much fun with them last year. this year sucks. sucksssssssssssssssssssssssss. and seeing their results made me scared. must get 4As too!!!!!!! argh. but thats rather impossible. hais. =[
..posted at 10:37 PM
Thursday, March 03, 2005
doodleboard died. new tagboard's up. =]
..posted at 8:28 PM
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
finally finished the hist essay. i am so dying. many other hist things to do too actually but. my brain's not working anymore. arghhhhhhhhhhhhh why so much workkkkkkkkkkk. just kill me now. seriously. sigh. oh, had a friendly today. quite fun i guess. mmhmm. too tired to talk more. mm to quote hadri, "is anything wrong? you seem unnaturally tired these days..." blearghs. and i really must not let the same things get me down. this cannot go on. must eradicate all those thoughts from my mind.
ooh. watched howl's moving castle with xz yesterday. it was a really cheesy and boring show for me but owells. he liked it. figures. haha. stupidboy turned up in hcjc uniform. -__-
sigh. i'm so so so tired. i think i shall sleep soon. mmhmm.
i swear i won't cry even as tears fill my eyes i swear i won't cry.
