today, i trudged up the btc hill for probably the first time in two years. it was an invigorating exercise hurhur. and it wasnt even a really hot day.
i dont even know why i go to school seven times a week, and stay there for more than ten hours a day.
today, i was still mulling over the differences between parliamentary democracy, constitutional democracy, limited government, constitutional supremacy, and all such terms which i really dont care about.
i wrote about two sentences in 4 hours, and then i decided to go take a walk which ended up in the botanic gardens. it was nice and windy. the sky was blue. the grass was green. cute kids were running around, blowing bubbles at swans. school seemed so far away.
and then i imagined how this would probably be the same as in 5 months later, and i cannot wait to go to sweden, because i am just so sick of stupid intense essay after essay where i have no idea what i'm writing about, and i am sick of the monotony of law school and i am sick of 3 hour seminars and i am sick of always thinking about stupid things and i am sick of the study room and i realise i am being whiny so i shall drown myself in a bowl of fruity pebbles. =[
and the fire fades away,
and most of everyday is full of tired excuses.
but it's too hard to say, i wish it was simple,
but we give up easily.
you're close enough to see that
you're on the other side of the world to me.
..posted at 10:22 PM
Friday, March 07, 2008
a 24 hour paper, 28 hours without sleep, 25 hours in school.
SIGH.
but thank goodness for everyone's support and sweet msgs and care and company and food esp annaaaaa who drove out for me just to satisfy my chicken rice craving!!!!
and in the past week, for the fruity pebbles and cupcakes and yogurt and love.
it's been a really sucky week.
owells.
..posted at 7:46 PM
